After 3 longgggg days

I wasn't tagged, just simply want to answer tag :)

Two names you go by,
1. Lina
2. Babe

Two songs you love listening at the moment,
1. Apologize by Timbaland
2. No One by Alicia Keys

Two things you are wearing right now,
1. MNG hooded in grey colour, it's raining damn heavy here
2. Straight-cut jeans by Zara
Neither in my office nor my house.

Two things that happened this week,
1. I slept in my office during working hours for an hour, hahah I took my cough medicine after lunch
2. Came late to work

Two things you did last night,
1. Played Taboo with frens
2. Should I tell you what happened for the rest of the night???

Two things you wish more people know about you,
1. That I really don't like banana
2. and that I really can talk much unless if I only know u for a day

Two things you want in a relationship,
1. Someone I'm crazy about who's equally crazy about me
2. Can understand each other and mix around with my friends

Two of your favourite things to do,
1. Spending quality time with my bestest friends
2. and shopping...is this count?

Two things you want badly at the moment,
1. Sony Viao laptop to replace my current Compaq laptop that is so slow
2. My credit on all plastic cards to be cleared to RM 0 automatically

Two pets you had/have,
1. I wish I have it

Two things you ate today,
1. Bread with butter and kaya spread for breakfast
2. Mee Hoon soup from Mentari Cafe for lunch

Two people you last talked to,
1. Charles about tomorrow plan that has been cancel
2. My sister

Two things you will be doing tomorrow,
1. Working from 9am until late afternoon..I hate working on Saturday
2. Hang out with frens for a couple of drinks

Two places you want to go,
1. Rome, Italy
2. Paris

Two things you want to do before you die,
1. Get married and have a healthy, beautiful, smart kids
2. See my parents still smiling at me

what are yours??

What A Day

I'm so tired. Tired of thinking. The day before yesterday was a long day for me, yesterday also a long day, and today another long day for me. Kerja sangat memenatkan, physically & mentally. i wish i can go somewhere and doing nothing...

my bro turned 23 years old

my bro turned 23 years old yesterday. youngest in the family but he looks like the biggest :)
happy birthday my dear adik a.k.a amad. may god bless and hope all your wish comes true.

~SICK~

im very sick for the past 1 week. after came back from melaka, i guess. i had fever, running nose, sore throat and cough. i hate to be like this, i don't like the feeling, and it makes me feel uncomfortable.

~ about someone ~

i received sms last nite from someone that used to be a very important person in my life. sms that made me realize how thankful i am to be here rite now. and how sad i am to hear and see how much he suffered rite now. he kept on saying that he really regret what had happened between both of us. he regretted that he threw me away from his life. all i can say, he was the one who made a decision to throw me away from his life. only GOD knows how much i suffered from that incident, and i have to admit this, i'm still struggling to continue my life without him beside me. and i know, some peoples who are close to me can see that. i didn't say that i'm happy to see him like this, but i'm really sad, deep inside me, i'm really sad what had happened to him rite now. i talked to him, gave him advices, and encouraged him to go on with his life, but if he don't want to change it..what can i do?? he himself don't want to help him, how can i help him????

it's so weird, and peoples around me keep on saying that i'm stupid and i shouldn't help him after what he did to me, but i can't see him like this. it's just me. he used to be part of my life..and he is still here, in my heart. but, to go back to him...i really don't know.

my bestest ever fren asked me a question:

"what if one day, he comes back and ask u to be together with him like before?"

my answer to my dear aud: i really don't know. i don't want to think about it..but, in my head now, i kinda think that i might not go back to him again. but we doesn't know whats going to happen in future rite??

but 1 thing for sure, i really hope he can cope with his life, can get what he wants, and can go on enjoying his life whatever it takes. i pray for your happiness dear!

for me, whatever obstacles that happened and going to happen, i know i must take it as a challenge for me to be a better person and be much more stronger than before. i learnt my lesson and hopefully i don't make the same mistakes.

aud always said, life must go on and cheer up!!!

A walk to remember

~the day i was so surprise~

there is a news. a very surprise news from my sis. and until now i'm still didn't believe what i've heard. but somehow i'm happy. happy for her. somebody going to be one of our family. yeaahhaa!! can't wait :)

~our 10th year~

we started to know each other back in 1998 during our itm life(now known as Uitm). we took the same course which is diploma in accountancy at itm segamat where i think the worst place i had been. since we didn't have anything to do there, we always went out to town doing nothing as nothing in segamat actually, so what do u expect rite except we went to play or teman them for snooker (the place been called port black) or had our dinner (kfc, mc'd or benteng). after dinner, we have to wait for the bus(itm provided a bus where we have to pay rm1 one way to town or bus station), our early years in itm we didnt bring our cars. normally we will wait until the last bus just because we don't want to be back in itm so early. and the worst thing was during our time, we have a curfew (must be back latest by 8pm). can u imagine?? its suck ok..

last week when i went to kl for some works, suddenly he called me and we decided to meet at starbucks midvalley. its a quite some times i didn't see him even we always updated each other through phone. if im not mistaken, the last time i met him in klia when he was about to leave for uk to continue his study while i'm still stuck in malaysia to finish up my degree course in mmu.

after set the time and everything, when i reached starbucks, he already there waiting...and i almost want to cry when i saw him, when he gave me a hug, when he kept on saying that he miss me..there u go, my super duper bestfren since 1998..shamin mustakim shamsudin..

he just finished his work when he gave me a call..this year is a very special year for us as this is our 10th years of friendship..he is working in maybank now as an accounts officer and i'm so proud of u, shamin..we've gone through a lot of things, ups and downs, happy and sad, and everything..just name it..we've really gone through it..Other than aud n nis, he is the one that i can trust to, can rely on, my shoulder to cry, to share my happiness, etc...

after a while and updated each other(issues that only for both of us to know), bob a.k.a macpa came as shamin already informed him that i'm in kl. yes, he is also my fren since itm, my coursemate too. bob also joined us for our snooker time and makan2 time during those day. we kept on talking, talking and talking until the waiter from starbucks told us that we only have 5 minutes before they closed. hahahaha it was really fun meeting them.

shamin, bob a.k.a macpa and me

it was really good meeting them when we can recall all the memories that we shared together. i'm looking forward to meet them again and again like we used to. dear both of u, a bunch of thank u for spending ur time with me...till we meet again soon. i really appreciate our friendship and this year is our 10th years of friendship and i hope it will last long until the end...

syah @ abg syah's birthday

i've been away quite sometimes. busy with work i guess, or buat-buat sibuk. actually this entry dah lama terperam kat sini but today only i can post it. we celebrated syah's a.k.a abg syah birthday at twenty one kitchen & bar. i headed to kl on sunday and straight to klcc to meet with my 2 other half, aud n nis. after gossip, that actually can't finish for us, we then been joined by the rest of family except for jotjot. bought 2 dresses for myself from topshop n mng (aud sure marah). reached twenty one kithcen & bar almost 9pm. we had so much fun, gelak-gelak, borak-borak, minum-minum,makan-makan,gelak-gelak lagi dan lagi. after twenty one, dropped by at aud n anes place in bandar baru sentul to take mat's car and their stuffs, then we shoot to nilai to send wawa. after sending wawa, lepak for a while at mamak coz anes needs a hot drink. i was wondering how we managed to discuss a serious topics that we never discuss it before. everybody were so excited about the topic. hahahah u guys giler la.

from nilai we drove back to melaka with 2 cars, eh actually 3 cars ok. 3 cars with only 6 peoples. macam org giler, mat wit duan in mat's car, anes wit syah in anes's car and myself wit aud in my car..haih dah kaya sangat kot. we reached melaka around 5.30 in the morning...

and the sad,shocked,unexpected thing happened to me. and everybody were shocked. in the afternoon monday, when all of us get ready to have our lunch and i'm supposed to go back after lunch...duan who are outside of the house, mentioned (not mention but jerit to us) about my car. stupid, all my tyres (all 4 ok) been stolen. just left my car with the bricks.!!! what the hell. i was so shocked to see my car like that. never in my life experienced that thing ok. so don't expect me to gelak2 or what so ever, i almost cry when i saw my car. and some stupid people when they know about it, bleh gelak. as if like i'm the one who called the pencuri to curik all my tyres with my sport rims. sial je kan. after the police report, replaced the tyres and everything, send my car to mat's house as i didn't dare to leave my car at aud's again that nite...and i had to take emergency leave for the following day.

but when to think about it again, kelakar pun ada, not because of the car or tyres, but because of all of us who looked so shocked until didn't open the door. all of us just stood in front of the door(in the house) without keluar from the house. were so shocked. haih, things happened rite, so take it as an experience.

anyway, im so lucky its happened when i was with my frens so i can rely on them.

by the way, happy birthday abg syahhhh. may god bless u and all ur wish come true.

us, in front of the restaurant
(aud,duan,anes,syah,me,wawa,mat)

happy birthday syah...it's looks like my birthday
isn't it???

Been tagged

all about 7 things...


7 things in your rooms :

• laptop
• my bags collection
• shoes collection in upper side of my wardrobe
• teddy bear
• books
• hairdryer
• ikea standing lamp

7 relationship questions:

• do u like anyone = currently yes
• does someone like u = errr i dont even know
• last kiss = i just want to keep it to myself
• been lead on = don't think so
• been cheated on = twice
• want a relationship = might be
• wanna get married = yes please

7 things in your mind:

• work, work, work
• whats for dinner
• follow ups from my boss
• re-new road tax & insurance
• holiday
• how am i going to lose weight
• what i'm going to do tonight

7 other thing, do you:

• believe in God = of course
• had a dream come true = i wish
• read the newspaper = yup
• get enough sleep everyday = not really
• have a best friend = yes, 2 actually, aud n nis
• take a bath daily = definitely yes, ada yg tak mandi ke??
• wish on stars = ermm not really

7 have you ever:

• fallen in love = sad but yes
• kissed someone of the same sex = french kiss, nope
• hooked up with someone who had a gf/bf = ermm how to say arr, no i think
• been to a bonfire = nope
• ran away from home = not ran but been away
• played strip poker = yes hahahaha
• pulled an all nighter = yeah yeah

7 things in the last 24 hours have you:

• cry = no
• had fun = absolutely yes with peoples around me
• been kissed = shit, i wish
• felt stupid = hahaha no
• talked to an ex = i should't but actually i did
• missed someone = i think so thats y i called my ex (stupid rite)
• listened to music = a must