F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Friendship is a spoken promise by heart
It is not given by pledge
It is not written on paper
It is a promise renewed every time we keep in touch

Salam Aidilfitri

Hopefully it is not too late for me to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all of you who are celebrating this Hari Raya.

Salam Aidilfitri & Maaf Zahir Batin

Too Good To Be True??

My close friends always said I'm too good with people that I close to. My best friend said I'm too good with the people that I love even they hurt my feeling. My ex-bf said the same thing too. People keep hurting my feeling and I'm still be kind and nice to them. I'm still layan them extra special. But that is just me.
They (my close friends) asked me to think about myself and stop blaming myself and be a bitch. I've tried to when I really hurt but unfortunately, after the feeling is gone, I became to old me again. As I said, it is just me. I always think they will realize by themselves without me telling it. Least that I know, not all people will think the same way as me.
My bestfriend always scolded me for blaming myself for the things that had happened. When she said like that, I will keep it in my mind but at the end of the day, I always the one who said sorry. Not to all people, but only to those who are close to me. For me, at least after I said sorry, I feel a bit release. For me, I've done my part and it's up to them how they want to take it. I'm not asking for their forgiveness, I'm just doing my part.
Is it bad to be too good??

The Day I Feel Like I'm Working In The Some Sort Of Production Line

Production? What I meant with production is factory production where all the barang line up and you have to do the same things for all the barang. For example, the barang line up, you have to put the price tag. Yup yup, that was what I feel for the past one week plus. We had three members in our production; Nadia, Mum, and Myself.

Before Daddy Comes Back From His Business Trip

First task; invitation cards and the envelope. Production starts with me, lipat all the envelope according to the specification give. Once I finished melipat the envelope, I will pass to my mum to glue it and she will pass the envelope to Nadia as Nadia will put the invitation card into the envelope. And it continued for more than a thousand cards. It took us 4 days to finish up this task. Besides, we had to finish it before Daddy comes back from London. And we have two different cards. So, imagine the hard work we need to go through.

The card for VIP

The normal cards

Two different cards with two different size

The finished product, put in the basket and boxes

Second task; we moved to a door gift. We have three different door gift to give away to a guest. But for the time being, we only have one type of door gift in hand. What we need to do is, put a ribbon and small flowers on the boxes so it will look nice. Nadia ordered it from a Kraftangan somewhere in Temerloh and it was customized according what she wants.
Mum started off with wiping all the boxes then passed to Nadia where she put the ribbon and glue it on the box. After that my turn came when I put the small flowers and thank you sticker for the finishing. It was a tough job man. Seriously. Mainly because we need to concentrate on it and we got around four hundred of boxes. We this time we managed to finished it in one and a half days and slept around 3 o'clock in the freaking morning.

The finished product. It may look simple to do it, but it took a lots of time and patient.


All the boxes with the invitation cards and door gift nicely arranged in one side of the living room

After Daddy Came Back From His Business Trip

I need to finalize all the invitation list, mainly for my dad and sent them for printing. The sticker printing for all the names. Easier I guess. So, it was time when I need to stick it on the invitation cards with my dad supervision. And again arranged it according to their company or whatsoever. The worst part when my living room was full of invitation cards. The invitation cards was everywhere.

This group need to give out during Majlis Berbuka Puasa on the 17th. Near vacuum clearner also wants to put the card, sabar je la bapak aku ni

One side on the dining table

Bawah coffee table pun boleh

On the sofa, got two group of cards. Or was it three

Everywhere cards

I seriously feel like to vomit blood with all the cards. This one not including Nadia's part and my part and not forgetting Jeffry's part. Not to mention how many bags of cards inside the car. Seriously, I'm going to vomit blood soon.

So people, this is what production that I was talking about earlier. Sigh.

The Continuation

Continuation from the previous day. I went to Putrajaya in the morning together with Nis. From Putrajaya we went to Damansara Height to collect my laptop at HP Tower after 2 weeks being away. After that, we straight went to Bangsar with one mission, to go and cari my dress. Unfortunately, nothing that caught my eyes even after we had a full energy.
We had our buka puasa with Aud & Anes at Bangsar.

Our buka puasa joint

From there, we walked to our favourite coffee joint as Nis kept on bugging us to go there. She said, since she came from UK for her long holiday, she didn't even had a glass of coffee at this joint. So, she was a bit bising about that. And we made this coffee joint looked like we owned the place. Itu baru four of us.
Ok, now I don't know what to say. Camwhoring part, you havee to bersabar with us.

We went back a bit early that night. I was supposed to go back in the afternoon the next day, but I ended up buka puasa again with them and only made my way back, a two and half hours journey. Sigh.

Forgive & Forget

Some people say when you forgive, definitely you will forget things that happened. Some people say they will forget but obviously the won't forgive. But for me, being me, I will forgive. Even thoug it will take sometimes to forgive but I will do that but unfortunately, I won't forget. I won't forget at all. I'll remember things that had happened to me. People say, if you forgive but don't want to forget, you are not sincere in giving your forgiveness. It's different for me. I give my forgiveness and won't forget as I will remember and I will be more careful with that person. Of course it will take some times for me to be like normal to that particular person but after I forgive him/her/them, I will be able to talk to them again. My face expression can't hide anything, it will show and my close friends know if something happened to me whenever they see my face. I'm not really a confrontational person, but if I'm talking to them like nothing happened, that is mean I already gave my forgiveness. But, definitely I won't forget what him/her/them did to me. Well, people might have a different thinking than me. It's either forgive & forget or forgive but never forget or forget and won't forgive. It's all depends on you. I have my own reason why I can forgive but never forget.

Have a good day guys!

Eat, Laugh, Eat Again and Laugh Again

After a few delayed of get together for buka puasa, I managed to squeeze my time for the buka puasa with them. Since I had to send a document to Immigration Putrajaya, I came one day earlier to spend time with them.
We met at One Utama and had our coffee for buka puasa before we had Nando's that super pedas to Anes. Before they arrived in OU, I had my round looking for a black dress, mainly for the upcoming Staff Gala Nite end of this month. Unfortunately, nothing that can catched my eyes. Sigh.
After a quick dinner at Nandos, we (Aud, Anes & myself) were heading to The Curve to meet Duan, Wawa, and Ijat. No more Starbucks for us, we've decided to go TGIF.

Apart from updating each other, Aud started her so called IQ test for the three of them (Wawa, Duan, Ijat) as I have taken that test earlier on while we were having our coffee. It was so funny and I still can laugh now picturing those time them.

Answering the so called IQ test

While waiting for them to get the answer for the test, myself and Anes was camwhoring. As usual. It always both of us. Ok, just ignore the vain part!

This session called "to compare whose face is bigger"

Aud said I'm obsess with Anes because I took a lot of her photos. Did I?

The way she looked at me like she asked me to take her picture. Was I obsessed about her when you look at this pictures?

Little that Aud knows, Anes also obsessed about us where she tried to take the same pose over and over again. Hahahahaha

Yes, the same pose was captured by Anes over and over again without us realize it

It was a fun night with them as always.

Ini khas for Anes, muka sape lagi besar???

This wasn't the only night with them. I shall post a new entry where we made one of our fovourite coffee joint like our own property.

Ramadhan Update

The main reason why I'm not updating my blog is because of this....

Yup, my laptop has been away for awhile. I had to send it to HP Service Centre in KL as the network card was giving me a problem. Luckily it is still under warranty so that I don't have to pay anything to replace the network card. Plus, I have a very limited time to update in the office and Nadia's laptop also giving her problem. But, since I have my laptop back, hopefully I can update as usual. Hehehehehe.. For the time being, lets update what is going on...

Family Affairs
We've been fasting for more than 3 weeks now, and so far I managed to spend more time with family, not like previous years. I also spent some times with my dad before he left to London 2 weeks ago. We've been busy preparing for Nadia's wedding and I need to attend several meetings on behalf of my dad while he is away. He came back last night and I've attended the final official meeting this morning. We only have about 2 weeks till the big day. So far, everything went well. We just need to finalize the guest list and arrange the door gifts and a few things to look in KL.

Work Affairs

As usual, I've been busy but I'd limit my time in the office. I've tried my very best to leave office before 7 pm everyday. A few cases need to handle carefully but, alhamdulillah everything look good and smooth. I just need to schedule my time to train my staff on two of the systems so that, it won't be a problem if I'm going on leave. We hired a special staff, and we are currently in the process of learning something out of our routine. We have a special class everyday in the evening. Guess what, I'm proud to say that I'm catching up quite fast on the sign language. It is very interesting and I got excited whenever the class is going to start.

Friends Affairs
Things are looking good here. I hope everything will be ok. I've done my part, but the only thing I just miss the time I spent with my friends, here or KL or Melaka. I really miss those time. Hopefully, after my family affairs, I can spend some time with them, just to hangouts, have some coffees and update each others, not in a rushing situation.

Me & Myself
I'm trying to live my life to the fullest. I tend to forget everything that make sick. Maybe not totally forget, but I just don't want to think about it again and again. Past is past and let it be a history and learn from that to go further and be better. I hope I can have more of 'me' time. I learnt to forgive myself where I'm giving myself a space to meet new people and try a new thing.

I Hope It Is An Update But...

I know I have a lot to update. But I have a reason why I'm not updating yet. Hopefully I'll manage to put it here over this weekend. Stay tune, be right back.

Cheers!