Finally, the shorty monster showed up right in front of me. I guess I need to stop running and face the monster instead. While not knowing and still thinking how to face it, I'll try my level best as running away is not fun anymore.
JOURNALS OF LIFE THAT WILL REMAIN AS MEMORIES
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Run Baby Run
It is not funny at all to keep on running. Run from the shorty monster. It is not easy at all and running means missing the monster so much. Do I really need to do this? Do I really have to keep on running???? Wait until tomorrow. If the shorty monster turns up in front of my gate tomorrow, I'll stop running.
p/s: ignore me please, i just being paranoid
p/s: ignore me please, i just being paranoid
Randomness in Bandung
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
But The Sun Hide Again...
..in the afternoon and I'm not feeling good anymore the moment I heard something. Its the same time when rain is pouring. I keep on running and pushing away. Turn back the picture and keep myself silent. It is the best way for this moment.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Ho..Ho..Holiday & Cuti-Cuti With Family
We were supposed to go to Jakarta on the third day but due to early flight the next day back to KL, we had to cancel it. So my mum decided to go to Pasar Baru instead. Yup we went out around 9.30am and straight to Pasar Baru. With my dad around, it wasn't easy to buy things. He will checked whether worth buying or not. But I managed to grab a few materials to make baju kurung for my cousin's wedding early next year and for my Raya's buju kurungs. Since we went there early morning, not so many people like our first visit last year.
This what we do when we were bored waiting for my mum to choose her baju tido. Jeffry had to follow us as he hold the money
After Pasar Baru, we went to a few outlets that we didn't manage to catch up the day before before sent off my parents to hotel. Jeffry and me got another plan without them to go around Bandung with the help of our tour guide. Hehehehehe it much more easier especially when my daddy wasn't around. Mainly to buy things.
We had an early flight back to KL on Sunday as my dad need to attend a dinner that night and we need to drop by Ikea to buy a few things. It was so difficult to wake up that day as my brother and I had a late night together at hotel lounge and fun pub. Our flight was supposed at 6.05am Bandung time, but due to bad weather, the flight delayed until 6.45am.
This is 6.45am in Bandung and it was damn cold man. Owh and whatever inside the Bally paperbag, it wasn't mine, it was my dad's
Leaving Bandung with the zombie face. Mata macam karipap dah!!
Reached KL around 9.30am and straight to Shahrir's house and had lunch with Nadia before headed off to Ikea. We reached Kuantan just in time for my dad to get ready for his dinner.
Ho..Ho..Holiday...Cuti-Cuti Family
I've been away with my family for a short holiday trip. When my dad asked whether want to go or not, I wasn't sure because I've been to that place before, somewhere last year. But to think about it again, I just said yes to him as I just wanted to spend time with my family. And after complaining here, I managed to leave office a bit early than my usual time and straight to Nadia's house that night. We left to KL in the morning. As our flight was in the afternoon, we spent a little time that we had at my dad's favourite place, Pavilion before left to airport.
Reached airport just in time for check-in and it was damn packed with people. The flight was ok and we managed to change our sit near the emergency exit as a bit spacious compared to normal sit.
We reached Bandung around 4.40pm bandung time. The weather was so gloomy and a bit cold. We headed off to hotel and get out rest first before went out for dinner.
Our second day started at 9am. After breakfast, we went to all the Factory Outlets around Bandung. As I mentioned in my previous entry, I didn't shop a lot. Hahahahaha. Seriously I didn't.
Due to so many walking around the streets, I had to change my new edition of Charles & Keith sandal to a new pairs of Reef slipers that I had to buy it immediately
Bandung season a bit cold and windy and a bit rain in the evening now. It was only 6pm but yet it was so dark as if 8pm if we were in Malaysia. My night I'd spent at the shopping mall next to our hotel while reading my story book at Starbucks there before moved to Lobby Lounge with Jeffry. We were just sit there with our earl grey tea listening to the music until they finishes at 10.30pm
Presenting the kindergarden teacher (according to Jeffry). Hahahaha, yes I have to wear a prescription glasses due to no sufficient lights at night while reading books, spending most of my time in front of pc, and a lots of driving at night especially a long journey
To be continued for the remaining 2 days at Bandung, Indonesia
Thursday, November 19, 2009
It Is Ok My Dear Girlfriend
Dear Girlfriend,
it is ok to be sad. it is ok for u to cry in order to let it go. i know u are the strongest person that i've ever known and u always be. i wish i'm with u now and give u my biggest hug as u always did to me. i wish i'm with u now to make u laugh out loud as u always did to cheer me up. it is ok my dear girlfriend!
hugs & xoxo
hugs & xoxo
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
r.i.n.d.u
What I hate the most when I'm here is when I feel lonely and I miss my friends. My close friends that I feel like a family. Nothing compares to have them around. Just sit down and talk, and laugh, and cry, and hugs, and smile to each other.
I love every single words from him and he never failed to make me smile
The Day When I Almost Get A Heart Attack
I was in the middle of clearing up the unnecessary thing in my lappy until I found something in my document. It was a note in word document. I didn't remember I saved that note. After I read through, and at the end it stated "Love, Su***". I was like, shit! When I got this kind of note until I realized I once asked him to do something for my lappy and it was like few months back. Damn it!! Why now??? Enough la wey. I had enough of this kind of shit!!! Just leave me alone.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
What's Wrong With The Holiday????
I'm leaving tomorrow for a short holiday trip with a family excluding the newly husband & wife as both of them couldn't get the leave. But, I haven't packed my stuff. Luckily I managed to re-new my passport few days back, that one also because I had to settle a few things at Immigration Office with regards to the Expatriate Visa. And, I managed to change a few hundreds at Finance this afternoon, after begging them to give a special rate. And I hope my dear daddy, the Finance Minister keep his promise to give me some. Hehehehe..I love you dad! I'm not planning to shop a lot, just want to spend quality time together with my family especially my dad as he will be away again next month.
The most important thing, hopefully I can leave office quite early tomorrow but I have like thousand things to finish up plus a meeting with the Dir. of F&B. I'm crossing my fingers tightly, with the hope, that meeting won't be so long.
The most important thing, hopefully I can leave office quite early tomorrow but I have like thousand things to finish up plus a meeting with the Dir. of F&B. I'm crossing my fingers tightly, with the hope, that meeting won't be so long.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
It's About Time, And Just Let It Go
I had a conversation with my bestie few days back. While talking to her, I heard myself told her to let someone that she really loves go and not holding back anymore. She asked me how? I'm not really sure how I did, all I know is;
with all my heart, I'd forgive him, I'd forgive myself, and let him go. I don't even remember when I've decided to let him go but I'm not holding back anymore.I've moved ahead with my life.
And I was reading the so famous book, "Eat, Pray, Love" and the author did mention;
"find somebody new to love someday. Take the time you need to heal, but don't forget to eventually share your heart with someone. Sometimes the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else"
I keep reminding myself, somehow life is more like a wheel, sometimes we will be up there and some other times, we will be at the bottom. And what you give, you'll get back. Thats karma. And most importantly, think about yourself and love yourself more than other people loves you.
with all my heart, I'd forgive him, I'd forgive myself, and let him go. I don't even remember when I've decided to let him go but I'm not holding back anymore.I've moved ahead with my life.
And I was reading the so famous book, "Eat, Pray, Love" and the author did mention;
"find somebody new to love someday. Take the time you need to heal, but don't forget to eventually share your heart with someone. Sometimes the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else"
I keep reminding myself, somehow life is more like a wheel, sometimes we will be up there and some other times, we will be at the bottom. And what you give, you'll get back. Thats karma. And most importantly, think about yourself and love yourself more than other people loves you.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Another Randomness
Random pictures from Nadia's iphone during the wedding. These are the 'main-main' group. Uwaaa Ted, cepatla siap gambar. Can't wait!!!!!
Friday, November 6, 2009
Please Go Away
Go away from me!! I can't afford to have this kind of feeling and I don't need it right now. So, please go away and please please don't come near me because I'm so scared to fall again!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
When The Brain Is More Tired Than Any Other Things
I need a break. A short break, just to get away from the hectic life. It was supposed to be at Langkawi, unfortunately when my boss and the rest wanted to follow, we went to somewhere nearer instead. Everything went very well, the weather was good, the beach was so nice, the environment, and us made it very enjoyable 2 days getaway from the office.
When I came back to work on Monday, I felt so fresh and not tired at all. Maybe we should do it again some other time. It was worth it.
Just arrived, we got the ground floor room, the nearest to the beach
We were sitting there from lunch until late evening
Surprise farewell for darling Rao as he is promoted to AM in Food & Beverage this month. Yes, he is leaving us, leaving me sob sob:(
We were sitting there from lunch until late evening
Surprise farewell for darling Rao as he is promoted to AM in Food & Beverage this month. Yes, he is leaving us, leaving me sob sob:(
It was Halloween Night and I was about to eat him to distract him from looking at the bar as my other colleagues was organizing the cake
I was all worth it and I need more getaway please!!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Randomness
Some random pictures during the reception at Shahrir's side on 11th October 2009.
Another group photo
Why la my dad so masam??
The main-main table
Agnes before moved from the main-main table
The orang tua table
What else I can do
Too hungry??
Jeff who perasan he looks like a chinese just because he sat beside Agnes and he looks a bit cerah
With Aunty Nora & Uncle Nasir
my family with grandmother, uncles, aunties & cousins
Family photo; with new family member
My parents leaving Nadia at her in-laws house
Why la my dad so masam??
The main-main table
Agnes before moved from the main-main table
The orang tua table
What else I can do
Too hungry??
Jeff who perasan he looks like a chinese just because he sat beside Agnes and he looks a bit cerah
With Aunty Nora & Uncle Nasir
my family with grandmother, uncles, aunties & cousins
Family photo; with new family member
My parents leaving Nadia at her in-laws house
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