Journals of life that will remain as memories

Day 7: A Photo Of An Animal I'd Like To Keep As My Pet

2011-07-31T21:48:00.002+08:00

I don't really fancy animals..Well, probably I am not the animal lover but if I have no choice and need to keep one of them to be my pet..I guess I will choose this little cute..

squirrel (image by google)

Day 6: A Song Match My Mood

2011-07-30T18:47:00.001+08:00

Well said Adele which matched with my mood today!

Day 5: What Makes Me Different From Everyone Else

2011-07-29T17:46:00.002+08:00

Well, it is hard for me to tell what makes me different from everyone else. But those people who have known me always said that I kind of very quiet at first until I feel comfortable then only I will talk as if no one business. Apart from that, sometimes I just need my "Me" time alone where I can just sit at my favourite coffee joint with my book. This also include when I don't feel to talk to anyone, I really mean anyone including my family members. Other than that, I just like a normal people, I guess...

Date 4: My Favourite Photo Of My Best Friends

2011-07-28T23:41:00.002+08:00

Well..among all the photos, I chose these two photos because every time I looked at it, I am sure will be smiling if not laughing.

BFF Nisa & Me

The picture was taken by my other bff. It was on the Merdeka Eve 2 or 3 years back..We were at Starbucks KL Plaza. It was our last hangout before she flies off to Liverpool for her second degree. I was told to pretend pull her hair but instead I was really pulled her hair until she screaming and asked me why I pulled her hair like real one. We had fun. The moment where we just sit with our coffees and talk..

BFF Audrey & Me

This was back in 2006 or was it 2007..can't remember. I was on my 2 weeks leave, when I decided to go to Melaka and spent time with her. Basically I didn't do anything and locked myself in her room and playing games. I was devastated and depressed but spending time with her just make me can let go everything. Back to the photo, that particular night, we were dragged outside the room by her sister and we ended up at Mc'Donalds at 3 freaking morning. I don't know why but looking at this photo, always put a smile on my face..Back then, the rest is a history.

These two particular person, always put a smile on my face no matter what..

Day 3: My Idea Of The Perfect First Date

2011-07-27T23:40:00.003+08:00

Well, I don't really believe in perfection because somehow, as much as you tried to be perfect, it is sure got something in between. I would like it smoothly instead of perfect. Ok, let's move on what is my idea of the perfect first date.
Even though it is going to be the first date, I would like it to be simple. Probably go for the dinner at the place we both agree and I prefer a quiet place as it is easier for us to talk. No movie on a first date, but coffee will do. And a follow up call or text after both reached home. That's simple my first date will be.
Different people different views I guess...Hehehehehe

Day 2: My Favourite Movie

2011-07-26T15:00:00.006+08:00

I don't really know whether I have any particular favourite movies or not but, I do know that I can keep on watching the movies listed below no matter how many times it would be. When I was bored or no other movies to watch, I will watch it again as if that was my first time watched it.

So, the movies are....

So yeah, that movies can considered as my favourite.. Apparently, I just finished watching the "Bourne Trilogy" over last weekend..hahahahahahha

Day 1 : My Favourite Song

2011-07-25T22:00:00.001+08:00

When we are talking about my favourite song, I have a lot of songs that I like and I don't think I only have one favourite song. I probably have few songs that I considered as my favourite which the songs that I don't mind to keep on repeating again and again either using my laptop or ipod and sometimes I played using my office pc too.

Here you go my all time favourite songs...

And my current favourite song goes to....

Yeah..that's all I guess.. Enjoy!

How Shall I Start To Write Again...

2011-07-24T22:45:00.001+08:00

I haven't been writing for so long. So long until I don't know how to start or which one I should start first. Saw in few blogs what are these people posted and I got an idea maybe I shall start with this tag instead. Here you go the 30 things I'll be posting for the next 30 days.

Day 1 - Your favorite song
Day 2 - Your favorite movie
Day 3 - Your idea of the perfect first date
Day 4 - Your favorite photo of your best friend
Day 5 - What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 6 - A song to match your mood
Day 7 - A photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet
Day 8 - Your dream wedding
Day 9 - A photo of the item you last purchased
Day 10 - A photo of your favorite place to eat
Day 11 - A photo of your favorite memory
Day 12 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is
Day 13 - A photo of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A TV show you're currently addicted to
Day 15 - Something you don't leave the house without
Day 16 - Short term goals for this month and why
Day 17 - How you hope your future will be like
Day 18 - 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex
Day 19 - A photo of something you want to do before you die
Day 20 - The meaning behind your blog name
Day 21 - A photo of something that makes you happy
Day 22 - A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 23 - 15 facts about you
Day 24 - A photo of something that means a lot to you
Day 25 - Who are you?
Day 26 - A photo of somewhere you want to go
Day 27 - What kind of person attracts you?
Day 28 - In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 29 - Something you could never tired of doing
Day 30 - A photo of yourself today + 3 good things that have happened in the past 30 days

I hope I will keep this list and keep on posting accordingly. At least for a start huh?

Till then peeps,
xoxo

Sometimes....

2011-07-13T18:04:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it lasts in love
but
Sometimes it hurts instead
~Adele~

Turning Tables

2011-07-08T10:59:00.002+08:00

Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb, I can't breathe

So I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I can't give you, what you think you give me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

Under haunted skies I see you, ooh
Where love is lost, your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no I will never be knocked down

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb, I can't breathe

So I won't let you close enough to hurt me, no
I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I can't give you, what you think you give me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
Turning tables

Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet

I won't let you close enough to hurt me, no
I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I can't give you, what you think you give me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables
Turning tables, yeah
Turning ohh

I can't keep up with your turning tables

Song by Adele

The Update & The Difference

2011-03-05T14:45:00.004+08:00

Things are different now. In just a blink of eyes, my whole life changed, my family and our whole life changed..everything. Never thought of it. For the past 1 month, I've been asking myself..am i dreaming? Unfortunately, I am not. It's real. Am not dreaming at all. It's all true. Things happened for a reason, maybe few reasons. Some people don't really understand or tend not to understand. I've been told by some of those people to put aside whatever happened and just move on and get a life. It is so easy for them to talk and they are not in my shoes..our shoes.. Yes, I can't do much but is it wrong to just be there and showed that i really cared and give my support as much as I can. That's the only thing I can do anyway..
But, I am glad..I am thankful for whatever happened as it make me think differently. Make me realize a lot of things. Make me realize the whole world not only revolve around me. Make me look at thing from different angles. Make me look at the whole world differently. Make me realize how important your families are. Make me realize no matter how much your love-hate relationship with your families, at the end of the day they are the one who will stand up for you and be beside you no matter what happened.
Make me realize who are your true friends and who are your friends that can lend their shoulders for you to cry on and just listen without saying anything. Who are your friends that not giving up on you no matter how far they are..even for hundreds or thousands miles away, you know that you can count on them rather than those who are just few steps away from you.
A lot of things running in my mind, yet I cant complain. I'm exhausted to the max, yet i cant complain. My energy is draining out each and everyday, yet i cant complain. I cant complain at all..
Apart from all those things, I realize that I am the same old me but there is something different in me now. I became stronger each and everyday and appreciate what values me more. I know I deserved myself more that everything or anything people thought. . Let them keep on talking until they are tired. I know I did the right thing and I don't need them or anyone to realize that. Enough for myself to know and realize that for the past 1 month, I did the right thing and still continue doing it as much as I want to..As of now, I just want to feel good about myself. Enough said..

The Day Where It's Need To Be Back To Square One

2011-02-04T23:34:00.002+08:00

I've been away for so long..Been away from writing..I think I shall write back...Back to square one I guess..Maybe it will keep me occupied and start again like the other day..
Will update soon as a lot of things going on..

Mixed Feeling

2010-06-28T23:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, to get a good news, you need to scarifies certain things. And you need to deal with the bad news too. But, just asked yourself deep down inside, whether you are happy or not.
Dear Coach, thank you for the opportunity!

The Day When Time Flies So Fast

2010-06-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

It's been almost a month of my 4th year anniversary working with this company. When I first started, I don't really know whether it was a good decision or not working with this company. But deep down I knew that I can go far and I can see my career growth. Of course along the way, there was an up and down, demotivated, upset, and etc but not regret at all. There is not regret in my working dictionary.
I've been to so many places, and attended so many trainings and conferences..

after 6 months joined the company, my first ever business trip to Vietnam

International HR Conferences

conducted so many interviews

Business Plan Workshop

one of so many workshop attended

business plus leisure trip to Singapore

I learned so many things, organized so many events..Yes, I do feel tired but I think I'm in love with tiredness and I need that adrenaline rush!

some of the activities that needed me to spend most of my leisure time at work

Apart from travel for work purposes, I'm enjoying every privileges given by the company.

family trip to Bandung, Indonesia

holiday with bestie at Bali & Jakarta, Indonesia

celebrating one of my favourite girlfriend using one the benefits given

Throughout these 4 years, people come and go but I'm still standing and enjoying every single day.

two different farewell parties of my two favourite colleagues

Even though I've been apart from most of my close friends, I still cherish and treasure my friends here..

friends that I treasure so much

my special shoulder to cry and brag about almost every single things

encounter from other sister property

And when we stressed out about work, we planned something to get out of it. Believe me it works and I loved it and had so much fun.

trip to Penang and one of so many getaway to the beaches.

all the way back to our nature

one of so many activities

this is how I've spent my time to get away from my craziness about work

enjoying every moment of gatherings

Being a hotelier, so many things to learn, so many things to handle, and so many things to think about. But most of times, we had fun doing our works. And when they recognized you for something, you know that you definitely doing something good and it is all worth it!

I'm so glad that I joined this company and I know something is waiting for me out there. I am looking forward to venture more challenges and learn as much as I can and growth with this chain.

he is my coach and mentor

next level of my career

So Many Things So Little Time

2010-06-02T23:01:00.001+08:00

I have a lots to talk about but currently I don't have enough time for myself too. Weekend was great and full of activities. Promise will update soon. Really soon as this coming weekend is gonna be another full of activities too. Till then people, xoxo.

Love It

2010-05-22T23:27:00.004+08:00

trying hard to speak and fighting with my weak hand
driven to distraction, so part of the plan
when something is broken and you try to fix it
trying to repair it, any way, you can

xy by coldplay

You Just Need To Be Snapped

2010-05-22T17:25:00.003+08:00

Sometimes people are just too weird and crazy. Sometimes they are just meant to hurt other people. Sometimes they are just don't care as long as they get what they want. Life is not really difficult to handle but these kind of people just make things complicated. And the more you involved with these people, the more you'll get hurt. Just remember that you deserve more than getting yourself hurt and they are not worth anything to you. Any single thing. Enough said.

Another Birthday For BFF

2010-05-18T10:51:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday dear best friend! May God bless you and hope you have an enjoyable birthday in Malaysia! Love you loads...

bff nis

ps: shall celebrate with you next week and we will have so much fun together!

The Day I Need To Remind Myself

2010-05-15T23:38:00.004+08:00

Note to myself;

It is ok to make mistake as long as we correct it. As mentioned by someone that I respected the most, mistake will remain as mistake until we correct it. I'm enjoying every moment as life is too short for me to complain.

p/s: missing someone badly

The Day I'm In Love With The Colour

2010-05-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

Oh I'm in love with colours now! Hehehehehe..And new look too. Just came back from the workshop. Will update soon. For the time being, I just wanna show you my new look. Woot woot!!

can u see the different

and this one?

Will update later and more pictures in my next entry

Up Up On The Hill

2010-05-08T17:10:00.007+08:00

We received an invitation to join Finance team to do an outdoor activity a few days back. It was a public holiday here yesterday. Remember my trip where we were back to nature? We were supposed to climb the hill but after a late night party and all, we skipped the program. So when I received an invitation email from the Director of Finance about the trip, I straight away replied that I want to join them. After confirming all the details and all, we gathered at our hotel at 4.30am. Yes 4.30 in the freaking morning. I went out for late night movie that night and came back home around 1.30am and I only had about 3 hours to sleep. Where we were going?

Date: May 7, 2010 Friday
Time: 4.30am
Where: Panorama Hill, Sungai Lembing Kuantan
What: Watching sunrise

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We left hotel around 4.40am with 5 cars and reached Sungai Lembing town around 5.30am. It was a quiet early morning drive.

waiting to climb

sungai lembing town at 5.30 in the morning

panorama hill sign board, where to watch sunrise

We started our climb at 6.00am without any guide as a few of us been there before, so it was quite easy for us. When they said the climb to the peak will take us about 45 minutes, I was like oh ok, not so difficult as I climbed Mount Ledang few years back and that took us few hours. I was thinking, I can do this. But oh dear, I was wrong! It was quite challenging and tough. With the dark and and view were limited even with touchlights. The route was easy to follow but, it has the steps and normal route. Climbing through the steps was the hardest one. Not even half way, most of us already tired and breathless. One of my colleague, Tharani even wanted to turn back. We had to stop at few checkpoints to rest. Towards the top, I almost gave up but strained myself as no way for me to turn back.
After 45 minutes of the hard work and breathless and sweating, we finally reached the peak and I couldn't say anything when I saw the view. Seriously, it was speechless.

all the tiredness and hard work are all worth it

the first thing we saw when we reached

reached on top of the peak

all of us, yes! we've made it

We waited for sunrise and took a lots of photos. You will feel something different and you will definitely enjoy the view. No words can describe how nice to see all those views.

breathtaking view

paradise

speechless

sunrise

what are they looking at?

refer to the earlier pic, they were looking and snap photos of me practicing some yoga. hehehehe

group photos before going down

We started to go down around 7.45 am and going down was much more easier and faster. And we can clearly see the route that we were taking to climb the hill.

on our way down

another few shots on our way down. we just get ready with the pose and asked our photographer for the day to capture it

the steps

reaching the ground

take a wild guess what is the meaning of those?

it is actually "public library"

We had breakfast at the famous yong tou fu in Sungai Lembing before went back. It was a fun trip. Even though it was damn tiring, but it was all worth it.

to complete my trip to sungai lembing. i got "north main street" and "market street" in my previous entry

leaving sungai lembing town

I seriously don't mind to go again..any takers?

Quick Update

2010-05-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

Just came back from work but I need to go out again as I promised a few friends to join them for a movie..And I'm going somewhere very early in the morning tomorrow. When I said early, means super early ok. Will update soon.

The Day I Hooked Up With.....Blueberry Anyone?

2010-05-04T23:05:00.004+08:00

I was considering to change my mobile quite long but I really don't know what I should get. In my mind I just wanted a simple mobile as I was thinking, I got my laptop and wifi at home plus unlimited internet access at office. I also got my Sony Cyber Shot digital camera where I don't need mobile phone with the gempak camera with it. I was considering a few of it, but the last thing in my mind was smartphones. I'm not really into high-tech gadgets and stuff but then that was my thinking.
When I was in KL, I suddenly hooked up with this one particular smarthones and out of my mind, I told my close friends, I wanted that smartphones. I asked a few of my close friends and some of them are using it and I've decided to buy it. After about a week went around and did the survey and looked around, I went to this particular shop suggested by my dear daddy. Initial plan was to go and look first, ask what is best but..read me..but, from looking around, I finally bought it. Yes, I bought a phone that was least in my list!

woot! woot!

which model? take a wild guess

bold 9700

my new bold

back

Oh ya, I didn't take the contract package offered by Maxis or Celcom or Digi as I don't want to sign the contract with them as I will feel committed to the service provider. I bought the phone separately and just register the BIS through my trusted service provider, Maxis. I was using Maxis since the first time I got my mobile phone so, I don't have the intention to change even though some people said Maxis is quite expensive for their internet data service. Ok, now time to learn and being a jakun or more to sakai as I'm bordering one of our friend, Dayah most of the time with regards to function and all.

Until now, I still don't know what was in my mind. I'm still not sure how did I hooked up with this smartphones at the first place. Or should I blame my bff for introducing me his blackberry?

my first smartphones

But to tell you the truth, from the moment I got it..I'm falling in love with it! Hehehehehe

The Day She Feels Bloated After So Long

2010-05-03T02:42:00.008+08:00

After the whole day stayed at home, I text one of my friend and asked her to go out. We went to Giant as she wanted to buy her stuff; groceries and all. As it was still early, we've decided to go for some coffee whatnot, but we ended up at one of favourite join.

Sherwood Restaurant

We reached there quite late, almost 10pm but luckily they still open.

she asked me to capture this picture of her jersey

my iced lemon tea

Seelia's iced mocha

We flipped through the menu, and I wasn't sure how we ended up ordered the most sin food at 10pm.

our lamb chop

Luckily I was aware about it, and we ordered only one lamb chop but both of us shared. And now, I feel so bloated and guilty to my body and regret and bloated again that make me promise to myself to go for a jog or swimming the next day. Looking at the picture and thinking about it make my stomach more full and bloated again!

To Satisfy My Addiction, I Need My Books

2010-05-02T02:29:00.000+08:00

Remember my post with related to my books about a month ago? Finally I got time to buy few books to add into my collection and my reading addiction before I go to sleep. I was going crazy at Kinokuniya, KLCC during my trip to KL.
I also bought another 2 books when I came back to Kuantan.

to complete my addiction

went crazy with another 2 after came back from KL

Here it goes my new books for my addiction...

Handle With Care by Jodi Picoult

Handle With Care is about a girl who had seven broken bones even before she was born. Not only she cannot skating, even walking can be so dangerous. Due to her high medical bills are crippling her family. So when a lawyer tell her mother, that they might have a case to sue for wrongful birth, she feels bound to consider it.
I read one of the Jodi Picoult bestseller title "My Sister's Keeper" and it was good and I can't wait to start reading her second book that I bought.

Sold by Zana Muhsen with Andrew Crofts

Sold is based on the true story about a woman and her younger sister who were born and raised in UK. They thought the trip to Yemen was a holiday but on their arrival they discovered that their father had literally sold them into marriage and they were helpless prisoners. They suffered rape, frequent beatings and the terrifying ordeal of childbirth on bare mud floors with only old women in attendance. And after eight years, one of them managed to escaped.

Anne Frank - The Diary Of A Young Girl

A truly remarkable and a powerful reminder of the horrors of war and an eloquent testament to the human spirit. This is the diary of Anne Frank where she recorded vivid impressions of her experiences during this period.
I'm sure most of you know about this book. According to Aud, most of US high schools used this book as reference. I'm not really sure about it but I seriously can't wait to start exploring and back to those time during the war.

The Winner Stands Alone by Paulo Coelho
I've read one of his famous book, The Alchemist and I'm sure this one will be good too.

"They are very so cultivated, so very rich and so utterly charming. And at the end of each day, they all ask themselves: "Is it time I stopped?" And they all reply: "If I did, there would be no meaning to my life."" - Paulo Coelho-

Ok, now I don't know which one shall I read first..Hehehehe. I feel like want to read them all in one time. Yes, yes..I am a psycho.

Off For Business Trip & Experienced

2010-04-26T22:04:00.001+08:00

I was away again last week, as normal for a business trip. The day I was supposed to fly off to KL, I was still at office at 5pm and trying to finish up a report that need to be sent to our Regional Office. I need to go back home and send my car and had a flight to catch. My flight was at 7.15pm which mean I have to be at the airport latest by 6.45pm. Due to nobody around to send me, I had to ask one of my colleague to send me to the airport. Traffic was really bad and when I reached airport, they already called my name for check in and I had to run to the check in counter. Thank God the airport not big and I didn't have my luggage with me. As I ran and passed the security, one of the security officer who did the body check, kindly enough to tell me "miss, one of your shirt button is open". And my replied, "ops..thank you very much for letting me know" and quickly ran to the gate. Damn it. It was so embarrassing. I finally can breath properly when on board. In my heart, finally I make it on board and the plane took off.

Not even 10 minutes, the pilot announced that the weather was quite bad, and the plane was shaking and they even couldn't serve the drink. I prayed hard. Hahahahaha..Nervous ok. It was my first time experienced this kind of situation. It supposed to be only 45 minutes flight but it took about an hour to reach KLIA. The moment we landed at KLIA, I was so relieved and walked very fast to get out from that place. I was lucky enough as my brother already there to fetch me. I supposed to meet up with Audrey, but it was quite late when she replied my text and I've decided to go back to my my bro's place and rest and tried to get enough sleep for my early morning for the conference.

they only managed to give this as the weather was so bad and the aircraft was shaking

I've to wake up really early as the registration will be at 8.30am and it was in the middle of KL. My brother sent me to Bukit Bintang and left as I will check in into the hotel later part in the evening.

two days conference at The Westin, KL

The conference was quite good and very interesting as the discussed about the current issues and also gave us the updated information. It was a 2 days conference. I've attended a few conference before, but this time was the best. Apart from the two days conference, I also had a meeting at out KL Sales Office on Thursday followed by a Career Fair at Taylor's University College on Friday. It was really a tiring days for me. With addition to that, the catch up session with friends until late night was driving me crazy to wake up in the morning. But, I had fun with them.

Shamin's crown. hahahahaha when I was been kidnapped with him to Taman Tun at the wee hours

lunchie at Pavillion with agnes

career fair at Taylor's University College, Lakeside campus, Subang

I came back on Friday night with my colleague. Damn tired I tell you. But so much information in my head right now and I'm trying to think how I wanna apply it to my work. Hehehehehe.. But one good thing when I managed to see where I'll be working in 2 years time..Can't wait!

the most exciting one, on 16th floor. 24 more floors to go

I'm tired. Need to sleep. Till then people. Have a good day!

Randomness

2010-04-25T15:23:00.026+08:00

Some random pictures during my Singapore trip...

The Day I Wish I Can Fly

2010-04-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

I'll be away again for another business trip for one week. Will update later.

The Day I'd Mixed Work And Leisure Together : Day 3 & Last Day

2010-04-14T21:41:00.014+08:00

Third day was more on leisure. Not totally leisure I would say. I had my final run through of few reports in the morning until late afternoon before quickly went to my room to change and had my final lunch with them. Yup, my lunch was about 5pm people! That's why I managed to pujuk them to leave work a bit early. I had my valid reason as I was leaving Singapore early morning the next day and I won't see them again. They bought my excuse though. Hahahahaha

lunch on leisure at StraitsKitchen, Grand Hyatt Singapore. Courtesy of Area Director of HR

My intial planned was to have my lunch at one of the Japanese Restaurant nearby GHS, but my Area Director insisted to buy me lunch at one of the outlet at GHS. I also dragged Seelia to join us for lunch as she happened to be in the hotel for her final visit.

With Mike who I've known since my first week joined for this company..which was 5 years ago...and Seelia former Duty Manager of GHS whom currently working with me at HRKR

our last group photos..going to miss you guys..oh i already thinking of going back there

After about 2 hours plus there, and have been chased out by the F&B Manager, Mike (as he was so tak puas hati he had to work until night)..we moved went up to my room for awhile.

i've insisted them to take my photo with that things..rotan/buluh after heard the story about one pscyho indonesian guest

and i was bloated after a long lunch at StraitsKitchen and dragged andrea to the room for a company

We went out again and walked along Orchard Road in the evening until night. Came back to my room and do all the packing as I need to leave early morning.

final shopping?? no..no..i had to buy my working shoes and i have no time to buy it back home..ya, i know another excuse to finish up my last singapore dollar hahahaha

I woke up like really early and after had my quick breakfast, took a cab straight to Changi and met Seelia there at the airport as she was flying back to Kuantan with me. Our flight was at 9.25am so by 8 something we already at the airport.

Changi Budget Terminal Airport..oh, I still got my singapore dollar after the GST refund..next trip!!!!

queing to go on board

flying back with Seelia by fireflyz again

good bye singapore..i'll come back very soon

We reached Kuantan around 10.30 am. Despite of being so exhausted, I enjoyed this trip and I had so much fun. I'll definitely will come back again soon.

The Day I'd Mixed Work And Leisure Together : Day 2

2010-04-13T21:42:00.022+08:00

After had an exhausted day from the moment I arrived in Singapore and not really had enough rest, I received a wake up call at 8am, not from the operator but from room service as Mike the F&B Manager asked them to call me and check what I wanted for my breakfast. I just told them to send something light and they sent full american breakfast in my room at 8.30am.

my american breakfast in the room

Right after finished my in-room breakfast, instead of going back to bed, I had to get ready for work. I need to be in office at 9.00am and I was in the office sharp on time. Work was good tho. We always communicated through emails and phone calls, but when we all sit together and discuss about stuffs, the feeling was really good.
Without me knowing it, they already planned where to take me right after work, which mean at 5.30pm sharp. After finished up everything, we headed off to Vivo City. Actually they didn't really tell me where to go, they just dragged me. Hehehehhehehe

vivo city

From the Vivo City, they decided to go to Resort World, Sentosa. Instead of taking a cab, I insisted to take a bus ride. Hahahahaha, I don't know why, but I just feel like taking the bus. Furthermore, it will only take us around 15 minutes from the vivo city to Resort World.

yes..yes..we are going to resort world, sentosa

excitedly waiting for the bus..err not for Andrea I guess but you made it woman!

the 15 minutes bus ride

We reached Sentosa around 6.30pm and our bus stop right in front of the Resort World entrance. I think most of you all know what they have in Resort World a part from the casino.. It's Universal Studio guys!!!! However, the sad part was..because we didn't plan to go there, so we didn't buy the ticket earlier and they closed the park at 6pm. We were practically late. But we managed to walk around and that area was huge.

universal studios singapore baby

excitedly walking towards the universal studios globe and around the area

We went to Festive Hotel and being the hotelier, we were able to convince them to show us their room. Hahahahaha...kind of doing the inspection of the room. I will talk about it in my next entry.

festive hotel lobby, i love it

whats wrong me..jakun when walking towards the casino

from the resort world shopping walkaway to festive hotel to hard rock hotel and back to resort world casino..looks like we had a walkabout there

After our walkabout around Resort World, and Andrea kept on complaining about her hunger, we've decided to have our dinner at Resort World itself. They got so many choices of place to eat and so many different cuisines. But we ended up at Osia, the mix of European & Australian cuisine.

dinner courtesy from Om at Osia..oh i miss those blue grilled cod fish..arghh hungry hungry

open kitchen concept at Osia, Resort World Sentosa

night show

We headed back right after our dinner and reached GHS around 11.30pm. No, I refused to take a bus back as I couldn't wait to get back into my room and shower and have a nice sleep. Hehehehe..I feel like my leg almost tercabut with all the walking and my body was exhausted. And I had another half day to be in the office the next day to run through a few reports with the Area Director of HR and I really needed my rest. Because of that, I had to cancel our late night session. Yup, I was being good there.

all of us; om, andrea, anbi, me and seelia. all with tired faces but worth exhausted day

definitely will come back here again..august??

and here maybe..next time with my passport along so that can get free entry..hehehe

and the damaged for two days

Even though I had limited time, but all in all I really had fun with them. I will definitely will go back again and spend time with them again.

...to be continued..

The Day I'd Mixed Work And Leisure Together

2010-04-12T21:37:00.013+08:00

In one of my entry, I told that I can't wait to fly over. I've gone to one of the trip. When I told my boss I wanted to go somewhere out of my normal routine, he suggested a business plus a leisure trip to our sister property. I took the opportunity and flew to our neighbour country on Sunday and I missed one of my friend's wedding on that day.

One and only flight to Singapore from Kuantan by Fireflyz

To avoid my nervous for the first time flying with a small aircraft, I captured as many picture as I can during an hour flight

Reaching Singapore

Reached Changi budget terminal airport, I straight took the cab to hotel as I got a brunch appoitment once I reached the hotel.

One of my official accommodation if travel abroad

Grand Deluxe Room. My living room, workstation, king size bed, and bathroom with huge bath tub

Once checked-in, straight away went down for my brunch with a few colleague there. As I came on Sunday, my HR team were not there so there sent some people that I've known since I worked with this company to teman me for my brunch.

Brunch at Pete's Place, one of the GHS's outlet

Right after finished my brunch, I've been kidnapped by Seelia to go for shopping. Seelia, my friend from Kuantan happened to be in Singapore to visit her husband and without noticed, she came to GHS and kidnapped me to walk along the Orchard Road. Oh dear, we were walking and hunt from one shopping mall to another since 3.30pm until around 10.30pm. Yes..we only had one stop at Coffee Bean while waiting for the sales girl to get the purchase from another boutique.

Shopping retreat? Not really hehehehe

By the time I reached hotel, and changed room and all (one scary thing happened and I don't dare to type it out here) it was almost 12 midnight. And I promised Seelia and a few people from GHS to go for a late night shopping at Mustafa, the place that open 24 hours. After had my quick shower, we all got into the cab and off to Mustafa at 1.30am. .

In front of GHS while waiting for a cab at 1.30 am

We were there until 4.30am and after a quick tea, we all went back to the hotel and I slept around 5 freaking morning. I was damn tired actually, but they all kind off dragged me. On top of that, I need to be in the HR office at 9 am people. Uwaaa..I thought it will be a relaxing trip but I already exhausted on my first day there.

...I'll continue on the rest of trip on my next post...

I Wish I Can Tell You Every Single Thing Now..

2010-04-04T23:32:00.003+08:00

I'm back in Malaysia! A lot of stuff to tell about. It was an interesting trip. Will post an entry about it later. Hopefully, I got spare time to tell about it. Till then people!

The Day I Wonder What Are Their Thinking...

2010-03-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

I wonder if other people have the same thinking like me when they have so many things in their mind until they are sick and tired thinking about it. I wonder whether they sometimes really wanna give up at certain things. I wonder whether they just leave it as it is. I wonder whether they are looking at things positively even it hurt them. Even when someone they trust the most can do something that really hurt. Something that they know what are the consequences will happen next. I wonder if other people can just hurt somebody that are so close to them just because they don't want to loose someone. I wonder how come they can do that behind their trusted people. How do they live their life? I wonder whether they have the same feeling as me or they just don't care as long as they are happy. Even to the person that trust them the most. Until when they want to hide? Or they just want to wait until someone that trusted them the most lost their trust?

As for me, I am hurt. Badly. A friend told me that I have to learn how to forgive people. A friend told me it is the time for me to let it go. But I gave my forgiven to so many people until I don't know how to forgive myself. Until I didn't realize it is slowly eating me. I need time. I need time to heal myself. I don't know whether I can let it go this time, as I once let them go but they are not me. They are not feel the same feeling as I am. They are not in my shoes. They don't know how hurt it is. I wonder if they are in my shoes, what they are going to do. I wonder whether it will hurt them or not. I wonder.

It hurt me a lot until I want to give up. I need to clear my mind. I need my time. Maybe, after I come back..I will let it go..maybe.

The Day We Were Back To The Nature

2010-03-22T22:24:00.029+08:00

As my previous post, we've been away from the hectic city life. Back to where we came from. As usual, it was our team outing and get together. Our office needed to close last Saturday as they are doing the renovation right in front our office so, we took the opportunity to leave early on Saturday. All of our team plus two additional invited people; Bryan and Seelia. My boss fetched me around 9.45am before we meet the other two colleagues of us then we headed straight to Sungai Lembing. The journey took us around 45 minutes from Kuantan town.

Sungai Lembing is a tin mining town and among the largest and deepest in the world until it closed in 1986. You can find more details here.

welcome to sungai lembing

Initial plan was to stay at one of the resort there but unfortunately it was fully booked for that weekend. One of my colleague is originally from Sungai Lembing and she offered us to stay at her grandmother's house where now is her aunty's house. At first, we felt a bit reluctant but my boss asked us to try as he really wanted to do a homestay thingy. And it was a really good choice to stay there. We really feel like home. From the Sungai Lembing town, it took us just about 5 minutes drive to the house. We have to cross the river to get to the house.

river, bridge, hills, the house, our room

After put all our things, we took the bicycle and cycled around the village until to the famous hanging bridge.

the hanging bridge

After finished our round at the village, we back to the house and played the block game while waiting for the other two invited guess to come, Bryan & Seelia :)

concentrate people, concentrate!

Around 4pm, we started to prepare the mise-en-place for the dinner. And my boss was the head chef. Hahahaha and we had a lot of stuff. Menu for the dinner; BBQ chicken wings marinated by yours truly, pasta, grilled capsicums and potato, mashed potato, baked potato with cheese, two type of salads, sausages, kerang bakar, and grilled catfish.

all the stuff for diner

three different cheese platter from our hotel

preparation for dinner

it's unfair as Bryan got a helped from the auntie!!

As we finished everything quite early and as we wanted to start our bbq around 7pm, all of us walked to the river right in front of the house. It was my boss idea who really wants to go to the river. It was really good and as for it bring back the memories back then when I was young everytime I went back to my mum's kampung.

walking towards the river and saw a haunted house

look at that, the view was damn nice

everybody get into the water

rock it out guys!!

Saloon in the river??

We started our dinner around 7 something and it was a fun night. It was damn hilarious and a very good get together far away from the city.

BBQ for dinner

Chicken wings, pasta, pasta sause, mashed potato, garlic bread, sambal kicap for kerang & fish

After dinner

Another after dinner when still sober

as usual when Bryan holding the camera, and I became his victim

and I got proved that it was actually him who is so vain with the camera

high on cheese?? half sober

We slept around 4 something in the freaking morning after finished up the fire crackers. We were supposed to hike the hill for the sunrise but since we only slept at 4am and no energy at all, we skipped the hiking though. After clearing up all the mess and packed our things and we dropped at Sungai Lembing town for a famous tofu breakfast before headed back to where we are living now.

shopping??

Personally I think, this is the among the best outing we had. Even though we were far away from the city, and in the village and so laid back but we enjoyed every single moments of it. As I said before, sometimes we need to go back to where we came from to realize certain things a meant to be like that. And I feel rejevunated after came back from this outing. We shall do it again guys!! Next trip?? Penang? Cameron Highlands?

The Day Sometimes We Need To Go Back To The Nature

2010-03-21T21:30:00.000+08:00

A quick little update. A bit tired but somehow very relaxing days away from the hectic life. Away from the city and back to where we came from. Will update all the details in the next entry. For now, I need to sleep as tomorrow will be the long day.

Till then people!

The Day When I've Been Poked For A Good Thing

2010-03-17T22:22:00.001+08:00

Yes people, if I didn't do the blood test..I might not know what is my blood group until now. I always curious to know what is my blood group but kind of lazy to check. When my doctor passed me the blood group card, I was so excited to see my blood group rather than listen to him talking about my blood test result. Hehehehe..

My blood group is....

My blood group card

It's A Positive (A+) people! Now I know my blood group. Went back home I called my sister to find out her blood group and she is under B group. I was like "ala, apasal tak sama ni". And I was so confident and told her that my blood group for sure will be the same as my dad because knowing me, I am more like my father most of the things. Then I asked my dad about his blood group and happily told him that I am under A+. He quickly opened his bag that he kept all the important things, and showed me his latest medical check up book. I quickly opened the book to find his blood group, and I was so sad because his blood group is B. Same like my sister. Hurmm..told myself, it's ok. My blood must be the same with my mum. At least I have something similar to her. Hehehehehe, that's sound better.

Hurmm... A+?? I thought I might be under O ke. Didn't expect to be A+. Macam exam plak got A+..Good result rite???

The Day I Need More Books

2010-03-16T22:22:00.005+08:00

I have a thing with books. I need to read them before I go to sleep. No matter how tired, I must read at least two or three pages. Due to nothing to do during most of the weekend, I ended up finished up most of my books.

I finished up all this over the past few weekends

I like the my quiet time with books and it doesn't matter whether at home or at my favourite joint of Starbucks. I only have three more books to finish up and I really need more books. The good thing about buying books is, we can get exemption for income tax. Hahahahahaha. I did my e-filing and exempted the maximum amount of the books that I bought.

The three books that not yet read

My current reading is "Cocktail For Three" by Madeleine Wickham. After that I'll move to my favourite author so far, Jean Sasson title "Love in Torn Land" before I start read "A Thousand Splendid Sun". Oh, then I don't have anymore books to read. Meaning that, I need to buy a book or two. Hurmmm, let's pay a visit to a bookstore.

Angels Cry

2010-03-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry
C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

Angles Cry - Mariah Carey featurin Ne-Yo

The Day Running Is Not An Option

2010-03-14T23:25:00.001+08:00

Started my Sunday morning with an hour exercise at home with my new shoes. Ahaks. Initially I wanted to go for a jog but it was raining heavily this morning so I changed my exercise regime to dancing on the dancing mat through the PS2. I consider it as an exercise as it will make u sweat, I swear u will sweat a lot. I really mean a lot man and it was fun too.

After finished my 1 hour exercise, I rushed to get ready for a wedding function. It was one of my brother's close friend who got married. I went there with Nadia and dad and Jeffry went with his other friends. Mum was busy at home and she was so tired to go.

This is the vain picture while waiting for my brother

Came back from wedding and while the others were sleeping downstairs, I spring cleaned my room and re-arranged my wardrobe. While segregated the unnecessary things to throw away, I found unfamiliar envelope in one of my box. When I took out the envelope and opened it, I couldn't imagined that I found the old pictures. Some of the pictures are really old like 6, 7 years back and some of it are 4 years back.

Looking at it one by one make me realized, how time flies so fast. Really fast. It's been 4 years already and I didn't notice that. I was talking to myself, "what I'm doing? what is it for? what I did all this while? what I really need for life? why I'm still sad?" I don't have the answer for all my questions.

Unfinished with my so called spring clean, I put all the pictures back in the envelope, threw it in the black garbage bag, changed my clothes, wore my running shoes and drove to the park and jogged for 2 hours. Running with my tears to the unfinished line but at the end it is still hurt. Physically and mentally.

Been Poked And The Result

2010-03-13T23:30:00.006+08:00

Remember my entry about I've been poked? I got my result! Actually I did a blood test for Thyroid because everyone seems make noise and asked me to check. Mum asked me to check because she is scared I might get one because she said my throat look different from a normal people. When I told my friends here, they tried to relate the Thyroid thingy with my behavior now where I tend to be more aggressive than before. They make me scared and nagged and forced me to do the blood test.

My blood test result is inside this file

When my doctor came last Thursday, and explained to me about my blood test, I was so happy and thank God my Thyroid test is normal. Nothing to worry about. And girls, nothing to do with the aggressiveness, so shut up ok hehehehehe!

I am normal!

Everything was fine but my doctor asked me to watch my cholesterol. Shit wey! He scares my cholesterol will go up and he is going to do a blood test again after 4 months. He wants my cholesterol to be at the lowest for my age. I have to watch my food intake and do more exercise and I promised him that he will satisfy with my cholesterol when he do the next blood test. Meaning that, I have 4 months to reduce it to the lowest.

And I also promised him that I will do my exercise and jogging religiously. To start with that, I need a new shoes! Comfortable shoes and specifically for running shoes as I don't have a specific shoes for that. Hehehehe. Lame excuse I know!

And I dragged Nadia to accompany me to find the new shoes on last night And I bought it! Hehehehe..

My new running shoes people!

Ok, got a new shoes already. Now, I need to start my jogging! Doctor K, I keep my promised!

Another Year For My Bestfriend

2010-03-07T15:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday bestfriend!

What Is Going On???

2010-03-07T00:22:00.001+08:00

I have something in my mind right now that keep on going and killing me. I don't know how to put into words. Until I managed to find the right way to put in..I will do it. Till then!

The Day I've Been Poked!

2010-03-03T18:42:00.009+08:00

My mum make noised and questioned me. My friends around here make noised too. And after they convinced me, and convincing myself no harm to do a medical check up more to do a blood test, I called my doctor about my appointment yesterday. I had a blood test yesterday. The funny thing was, while the doctor trying to find my vein, I've told him that my vein is so small. I've got the same problem before. I even told my doctor to take his time to find the right vein and don't simply poke. Hahahahahaha because I know it will be swollen and blueblack later on. After about 15 minutes to find the right vein, he found it but due to my vein is so small, he couldn't take the for the full 2 tubes of blood.

Look at my hand

Close up

And after 5 hours, this is what happened to my hand...

Told you doc, its blueblack already

And it is so big, like being punched or abused

Will get the result next week. Hope everything will be ok!

The Day 50 Is A Big Number..

2010-03-02T19:51:00.001+08:00

Today is my boss birthday! Yes, he is officially 50 years old today. We celebrated his 50th birthday last night, at 12 midnight sharp at his favourite joint with his close people. It was a fun night yet emotional also. He said a few things that made me felt so touched. Not much pictures from my camera, the cake cutting pictures in Bryan's camera and yet to be passed to us.

As usual, Bryan with his so called 'pro' of taking his own picture

With additional people

All of us

And after awhile, this is what happened to Bryan...

Sleeping like a baby, like nobody business

To my dear boss, Happy 50th Birthday! Hope you have a good health, more happiness and live your life to fullest. I am glad to have you as my boss, my mentor, and coach.

He is more like my father, seriously

The Day I Just Want To Sit & Watch

2010-02-27T22:25:00.005+08:00

Time flies as if nobody business. Everything are moving at a fast rate. I haven't made any decision. I'm still thinking. Did asked those who are close to me and they gave different views and opinions. It's time for me to decide but for once, I just want to sit and watch. Taking my own sweet time until the day comes.

The Day She Can't Wait To Fly Over...

2010-02-22T22:04:00.002+08:00

* Rooms booked & confirmed reservation!
* Flights booked & paid!

Two different locations with different people and different reasons. I can't wait and start counting now.

Chinese New Year, The Year of Tiger - Update

2010-02-20T22:31:00.020+08:00

As my previous post, I got 4 days off. Maybe because of the year of Tiger and I managed to beg my boss to close the office during the Chinese New Year. Hehehehehe. It was a full 4 days for me.

Saturday
I started off my long weekend with a wedding. It was my mum's bestfriend's daughter's wedding. Hahahaha. We went there with two cars, myself with mum and Nadia. My brother drove another car with dad and Shahrir. It was so funny because my mum mistaken the venue as Aunty Zaily didn't do the wedding at her house. Luckily it wasn't far away. The wedding was simple yet nice.

The nice pelamin

I love the decoration, unfortunately we were so hungry we didn't take any pictures. This the only picture that I took. I think in Nadia's camera got the picture of my mum and her bestfriend. The food was nice and as usual, Aunty Icah, the same caterer for my sister's wedding catered for this wedding.
After came back from the wedding, we went to my aunty's house to help out for my cousin's wedding. We were there in the evening and night.

Sunday
I was at my aunty's house early morning for the final preparation; goodies bag, the dowries, etc. After had my late lunch, we went back to get ready for the akad nikah aka solemnization.

Before we left to Mak Ngah's house. We were wearing the same colour baju kurung. Ops,forgot to announce my new look. Yup, I cut my hair!!!!!!

The ceremony started around 9.00pm afterwhich followed by the dinner. Not so many people, only close relatives as they just wanted a simple ceremony for that night. We went quite early as mum needs to pack my dad's luggage as he is flying off to London the next day. Hurmm not that early actually, I think around 12 something we reached home and we need to be at Mak Ngah's house early in the morning the next day. Energy level gone half already by the time we reached home.

Announcing husband and wife; my little cousin - Sarah & Faizal

Monday

After we got ready and all, three of us; Nadia, Shahrir and me headed straight to hotel to pick up the cakes. My mum went there very early in the morning. Oh ya, I was with my baju kurung when I picked up the cakes. Malu giler ok. We were a bit late when we reached at Mak Ngah's house and we missed the Khatam Quran ceremony.

The pelamin

Before the ceremony starts. With my cousin's son & daugther - Azim and cute little Alia

Bersanding

Mak Ngah gave a duty to each of us, cousins and all. My sister and me need to in-charge of the main table for groom & bride and their families. My mum was the one who cooked the dishes for the main table and while waiting for the food to be ready, we do the set up.

The table set-up done by Nadia and me

Ini adalah sementara menunggu all the foods to be ready

Beside do the table set-up, we also need to serve the groom & bride during the lunch. Terasa like kerja at Banquet pulak. Hahahaha but it was fun though and no so much protocol involves so it quite simple and fun time we had.

Look at my sister. She was trying to cut the chicken for the newly wedding couple

We went back around 4 something before came back again in the evening after changed our baju kurung to help out with the kemas-kemas and all. It was a really hot day but all in all it was a good time. Oh, I love wedding. Even though it was tiring but I sooo love wedding. And we all knocked out quite early that night after we had our dinner with my dad before he goes off to London. No energy to move around already.

Congratulations little cousin!

Tuesday

As this is the last day of holiday, I was thinking to wake up a bit late and laze around after a full 3 days with wedding and all but I had to wake up early. I really mean early in the morning, at 7.30am because I had to send my dad as he is flying a first flight to London. After had my breakfast, I was thinking to continue my sleep but since Audrey and her family will be coming down for a day trip, I ended up playing the PS2 with Shahrir and Nadia until Audrey said they were on their way to come to my house. They stopped by at my house for a while, and after a quick gossip, we went to a simple picnic at Teluk Chempedak. I was with them until 4 something as they wanted to go for a visit to the temple and I promised Joanne to visit her before she went back to KL.

Finally, they met. My extended family members

Picnic with extended family members

After said good-bye to them and fetched Bhavani, we headed to Joanne's house for our normal Chinese New Year visit and updating each others and a good news that will be coming soon. Wohooo. It was a fun wekeend but at the same time, it was damn tiring. Definitely wasn't a weekend to laze around and relax but full of activities.

Wednesday

Still with my holiday mood, first thing I noticed when I reached my office in the morning was a cute note from my colleague. Hahahaha according to my staff, the note was there since Saturday.

First thing I noticed when I entered my office was this cute little note from my colleague, Seelia

Where she stated that she missed me. So cute. You really made my day la

That was the update during Chinese New Year holiday for me. Now after 3 days to get back my mood back to work, its already Saturday and another one day off on Sunday before start back my routine on Monday.

p/s: phewww, long entry isn't it??

Gong Xi Gong Xi Holiday

2010-02-15T22:32:00.002+08:00

I'm proudly to announce that I got 4 days holiday! Yeay! For the first time in my working life, I got a full holiday during Chinese New Year. Normally, I had to work on the first day of Chinese New Year but for this year, due to my cousin's wedding, I had to beg my boss to take the Public Holiday. And he was so nice to all of us that he officially said that we just close the office for 4 days! Double yeay! Hehehehehe. But the holiday is not a really holiday for me as we were busy preparing for our cousin's wedding plus to attend my mum's bestfriend's daughter's wedding. Whatever! Now, I am so tired and I only have one more day to rest before start working on Wednesday. Sigh, I wish I can get more leave and more holiday to rest my body and my brain. Till then people.

Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fat Chai!!!

What Happened Behind The Scene II

2010-02-10T17:08:00.017+08:00

The continuation from the my previous post...

Getting ready early in the morning

Randomness; I chose the cake, the shoes, the materials for her dress and the flower girl's basket. Was thinking who's wedding now hahahahah

The arrival of us, yes u hear me right. Not only the bride & groom, but us

The reception area to welcome the guests

Oh, she is my superwoman!

Looked at me, was giving instructions & gossiping??

The entrance of the bride & groom

The entrance of bride & groom with additional people

Randomness

I think Anes's picture is more than me during this wedding

Bid farewell to guests, bride & groom nowhere to be found

Me familia

Group photos with extended family members

Everyone gone wild after a long 3 days

What Happened Behind The Scene

2010-02-05T16:25:00.015+08:00

Captured by our official photographers. Too many pictures to choose but these among the good ones.

getting ready people, and I really dont know why my daddy were trying to peek Nadia's room

hahahaha, mengalahkan pengantin. First was the real make-up artist, second was Aunty Nora aka another mak andam, and the last one was Tasha, the mak andam junior.

arranging all the dowries / hantarans for groom's family to take back

the vain moments. Blame to the photographers who loved to capture us

should I blame the photographers or what but looks like I was the only one who looked at the camera

blessing the additional family member

extended family members or they claimed themselves as buruh kasar? hehehehehe

aunties, uncle, cousins, extended family members

i love this the most and i heart them

me familia

To be continued. Next will be behind the scene 2

Make Over...Make Over

2010-01-26T11:14:00.008+08:00

This entry been so long in my draft..My room makeover! Huhuhuhu It was supposed to be earlier than this, I mean before Nadia's wedding but they were busy doing Nadia's room and can't make it to do my room on time. So, dear daddy arranged for the contractor to come after Nadia's wedding.

Before the make over..I don't know why the teddy bear is there. That must be my mother put it there

Before..Ops forgot to close my wardrobe

And the after result...Tadaaaa

Ops, same bed sheet but I love my books rack up there

The teddy bear still there. I kept it somewhere but my mum put it back there. I don't know why she loves that particular teddy bear. Sigh. Get it out of my room please!

I changed my previous Ikea standing lamp to something like the above. Oh, it was Jeffry's and I put it in my room cause it look nice there

I love my room now. Looks more organize than before. Time to clean up the room!

Hectic...Hectic...Life

2010-01-16T21:58:00.006+08:00

It's been awhile since my last post. A lots of things happened for the past couple of weeks. Before and after the new year of 2010. One of my colleagues' farewell, new year's celebration, trip to kl, etc. So it kind of kept me pretty occupied and busy. Not a good excuse but no kidding, it was really a hectic life.
I was in KL last week. No, I wasn't on leave but I had to work at our KL office for one week. Its part of my program that I'm currently been enrolled to. It was such a busy days when I was in KL. I had to wake up early to avoid the bad traffic. Being so used to wake up a bit late, it was quite difficult for me. I used to wake up around 7.30 to 7.45 in the morning during working days, but when I was in KL, that my usual time to wake up, I already on the road drove myself to work. I was staying at my brother's place and normal journey time will take around 20 minutes but it took me about an hour to reach office.
As Nis was around for her winter holiday, I spent most of my dinner time with her and the girls right after work. But it was good to spend time with my favourite girls. I had to rush back to Kuantan right after work on Friday as I need to work on Saturday and because of that, I missed one of my close friend advance birthday celebration at TwentyOne Kitchen & Bar. I felt so bad as I was part of the organizer. Hopefully I manage to catch up with her once she is back from her long trip to Sri Lanka.

Back to my normal work in Kuantan for one day, I had to go to Putrajaya on my second day at office. It was a day trip and I tell you guys, it was damn tiring. Audrey said I can open a long distance despatch business. What was a hectic work life I had.
Now suddenly I know what to talk about or put it into a words. Damn. Ok, whatever!

When The Time Fly So Fast And Its Already A New Year of 2010

2010-01-02T23:31:00.004+08:00

Year 2009 saw me been through a lot of ups and down. So many things happened. Happy and sad things. The year passed so fast. Lets leave all those things behind and move on to the new year of 2010. Many things that happened in 2009 that I wanna leave there and not looking forward to bring it to 2010. Hopefully, year 2010 will bring more happiness. Move on and enjoy life to the fullest as its only once. Whatever happen, be strong to face the new challenges in 2010.

No Title

2010-01-02T18:03:00.003+08:00

Am not feeling well. Super tired. Physically, mentally, and butterfly in stomach. So many things in my mind but will write soon.

The Not So New Pictures II

2009-12-29T10:48:00.013+08:00

Events: Wedding Reception
Date: 10th Oct 2009
Venue: Dewan Wisma Belia, Indera Mahkota
Theme: Gold

Another album from Ted.

Owh, I really love this session. And I have my extended family members there too

The Not So New Pictures

2009-12-29T10:40:00.014+08:00

Ted, our official photographer during Nadia's wedding just finalized the design for Nadia's album. We are so can't wait to receive the 1000 over pictures from him. This is the Solemnization (nikah) album.

Officially husband & wife on 9th Oct 2009

I found me there, aud n anes too

The hantarans for both of them. Gold & Silver theme

Before

During

After

The part of the ceremony that I really love

Family members to merenjis

Family photos

Congratulations not so new bride & groom

What Is A Christmas Eve For Lina??

2009-12-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

For the past of 2 years, I kind of forgot how fun it was during the Christmas eve. I miss those time where we always started off our Christmas eve with dinner followed by having fun together until late night. I still remember last year I was sitting alone at Starbucks with my books & laptop, when everyone was on leave and left me behind as I couldn't get a leave.
This year, not a better Christmas eve but even worst. Currently I am sitting in my office trying to finish up my reports because the dateline is on 9am, a day after Christmas. And just because I have to wait for certain people to get their signatures, I ended up sitting in the office on Christmas eve! I had to reject a Christmas dinner invitation from one of my closest colleague. Even though I just need to walk a few steps from my office to go for that dinner, I'm so scared to leave my office without finish up my report.
My sister keep on calling and asked what time I'm going back. She is waiting for me at home to share her stories and updating each others as we didn't see each other for almost 3 weeks.
I wish I can be on Christmas holiday with Shamin who are currently having fun in Singapore or be with my favourite girlfriends in KL. But for now, I just wish I can be somewhere out of this place! Sigh.

When It Is Officially Started

2009-12-21T19:49:00.003+08:00

Hectic work life officially started this morning. 8.30am to be exact. Some people tried to annoy me, and what they've got back? Some sarcastic answers from me. I wish I can tell them how unrealistic their comments are, but I believed it doesn't matter at all for them to understand. And as far as I know, I don't need their comments nor help to stand where am I now. Can they just understand by their own that I seriously don't need them without me telling it?? One thing that I want to say right in front of their face is..back off!!

The Weekend Update With The Favourite Girls

2009-12-18T17:00:00.033+08:00

It was a great weekend. A short getaway for them, my favourite girls. They came here to spend the weekend together, and just to have fun. We've been planning for so long, I think a month before the actual date and I was so glad that everything went according to the plan.
They reached late evening on Friday, just on time I've finished my work to fetch them at the bus station. We went back home, so that they can meet my mum before we went out for dinner.

Our dinner, their must visit Kemaman Kopitiam every time they're in Kuantan.

Saturday was the day we supposed to check in to the hotel. In our original plan, we were supposed to check in to Swiss Garden Resort & Spa but I got a complimentary room at my hotel. Not only that, we were upgraded to Executive Suite.

Audrey and Christmas tree

While waiting to check in

While waiting for the Suite to be ready, we had our lunch at Kampung, the hotel coffee house.

Agnes's diet salad, Audrey's club sandwich, and my quasadillas

This what happened when Agnes started to hold the camera and she was the one who edited the picture

Lunch time

We finished our lunch and straight to the Suite and started our normal camwhoring.

Camwhoring started and we had to use timer to capture our photos

From bedroom to bathroom and we chose bathtub

After a short nap, we went down to beach for relaxing and started our nonsense again but it was fun.

After having fun at the beach, we headed to our room to get ready for the dinner.

As usual

Finally, Agnes with her 'vavavoom' dress

Our dinner at Italian Bistro

Our dinner; Agnes's Braised Seabass, My Tagliatelle and Audrey's Capelli d'Angelo

Me & my bestie

After dinner, we continued at hotel's fun pub. Actually it was Agnes's birthday on Friday, December 11th but we celebrated on Saturday. It was a suprised for Agnes as I quietly get a cake for her and asked my darling to arrange with the band for her suprised birthday song. It was easy for me to arrange everything as we were in my workplace and I just need to arrange with my people to handle the whole thing.

Agnes was suprised with the cake and a birthday song from the live band

She was so happy with her name on the cake

It was a late night as usual. And I woke up the next day with very bad sore throat and lost my voice.

Ice cream will do the sore throat I guess

Even though I lost my voice for the next couple of days, but all in all, I had fun with my favourite girls. And I'm so happy that we can celebrate Agnes's birthday. I am so looking forward for another holiday at another place with them.

Even we celebrated with only the three of us, I hope u enjoyed your birthday this year. Happy Birthday, Agnes Lee. xoxo

Quicky Update

2009-12-14T20:21:00.003+08:00

I had a very great weekend with my favourite girls. We were having so much fun. Will talk about it later as my energy is very low now plus I'm having a very bad sore throat. Until my energy level is up to the par, I will post an entry with more pictures.

When I Can't Wait For The Weekend To Come

2009-12-08T19:50:00.003+08:00

Since I can't get any leaves until the new year, I can see the stressfulness working alone for the next couple of weeks. And I am looking forward to have a relaxing and fun time with my favourite girls this weekend before proceed to the stress and hectic working life right after this weekend. Wish me luck!!

When She Begin Her War

2009-12-07T21:16:00.004+08:00

When you know you can't do it, just let other people do it. Don't try to be like a hero and wants to do everything by yourself. When I already knew you can't do that due to your work schedule + meeting and all, just leave it for me to settle it. No, you still wants to be a hero and insisted to do. See what happened now?? Everything not yet settle when I seriously believed I can settle it by myself first thing in the morning! I am so ANGRY with someone. Now, I'm in a war mode with you and for now, please please don't come near me!!!

Never Ending Love...

2009-12-03T22:33:00.005+08:00

He is the man in my life, the man that I really love with all my heart, the man that I can't live without..

p/s: why suddenly i feel like i miss him so much?? i love u daddy!!

Fun??

2009-12-03T22:18:00.001+08:00

Talking to myself lately. Stop running and please have some fun!!

Running And Stop!!

2009-11-28T00:29:00.002+08:00

Finally, the shorty monster showed up right in front of me. I guess I need to stop running and face the monster instead. While not knowing and still thinking how to face it, I'll try my level best as running away is not fun anymore.

Run Baby Run

2009-11-26T19:06:00.002+08:00

It is not funny at all to keep on running. Run from the shorty monster. It is not easy at all and running means missing the monster so much. Do I really need to do this? Do I really have to keep on running???? Wait until tomorrow. If the shorty monster turns up in front of my gate tomorrow, I'll stop running.

p/s: ignore me please, i just being paranoid

Randomness in Bandung

2009-11-26T14:00:00.001+08:00

Some random pictures that my brother and I managed to capture while we were in Bandung, Indonesia..

Just Sosis. They sell all kind of sausages

Cheese Banana. I don't know how it taste

The beca are line up waiting for the people

Wants some ice-cream people? It's Walls' Ice Cream

Man U Cafe Bar at Paris Van Java

Paris Van Java still on their Halloween thingy

Paris Van Java

What's going on up there, dude??

Rumah Mode entrance

Monkeys hanging themselves around the Rumah Mode

We happened bump into this demonstration along the road along the many factory outlets

But The Sun Hide Again...

2009-11-25T16:43:00.003+08:00

..in the afternoon and I'm not feeling good anymore the moment I heard something. Its the same time when rain is pouring. I keep on running and pushing away. Turn back the picture and keep myself silent. It is the best way for this moment.

When The Sun Came Out In The Morning...

2009-11-25T10:00:00.002+08:00

...I know I'm feeling good. And I'm loving it.

Ho..Ho..Holiday & Cuti-Cuti With Family

2009-11-21T13:23:00.004+08:00

We were supposed to go to Jakarta on the third day but due to early flight the next day back to KL, we had to cancel it. So my mum decided to go to Pasar Baru instead. Yup we went out around 9.30am and straight to Pasar Baru. With my dad around, it wasn't easy to buy things. He will checked whether worth buying or not. But I managed to grab a few materials to make baju kurung for my cousin's wedding early next year and for my Raya's buju kurungs. Since we went there early morning, not so many people like our first visit last year.

This what we do when we were bored waiting for my mum to choose her baju tido. Jeffry had to follow us as he hold the money

At Pasar Baru, Rumah Mode and Cihampelas

After Pasar Baru, we went to a few outlets that we didn't manage to catch up the day before before sent off my parents to hotel. Jeffry and me got another plan without them to go around Bandung with the help of our tour guide. Hehehehehe it much more easier especially when my daddy wasn't around. Mainly to buy things.

Don't say anyhing, I know I'm vain

We had an early flight back to KL on Sunday as my dad need to attend a dinner that night and we need to drop by Ikea to buy a few things. It was so difficult to wake up that day as my brother and I had a late night together at hotel lounge and fun pub. Our flight was supposed at 6.05am Bandung time, but due to bad weather, the flight delayed until 6.45am.

This is 6.45am in Bandung and it was damn cold man. Owh and whatever inside the Bally paperbag, it wasn't mine, it was my dad's

Before boarded on the plane

Leaving Bandung with the zombie face. Mata macam karipap dah!!

Reached KL around 9.30am and straight to Shahrir's house and had lunch with Nadia before headed off to Ikea. We reached Kuantan just in time for my dad to get ready for his dinner.

Till we meet again, Bandung

Ho..Ho..Holiday...Cuti-Cuti Family

2009-11-21T10:01:00.005+08:00

I've been away with my family for a short holiday trip. When my dad asked whether want to go or not, I wasn't sure because I've been to that place before, somewhere last year. But to think about it again, I just said yes to him as I just wanted to spend time with my family. And after complaining here, I managed to leave office a bit early than my usual time and straight to Nadia's house that night. We left to KL in the morning. As our flight was in the afternoon, we spent a little time that we had at my dad's favourite place, Pavilion before left to airport.

At Pavilion before we headed to airport

Reached airport just in time for check-in and it was damn packed with people. The flight was ok and we managed to change our sit near the emergency exit as a bit spacious compared to normal sit.

Jeffry, my little brother that are not so little

We reached Bandung around 4.40pm bandung time. The weather was so gloomy and a bit cold. We headed off to hotel and get out rest first before went out for dinner.

Just landed. I was busy with my mobile phone to get the reception

Bandung Airport where I got my nerve brokedown as they had a huge dog for checking

Our second day started at 9am. After breakfast, we went to all the Factory Outlets around Bandung. As I mentioned in my previous entry, I didn't shop a lot. Hahahahaha. Seriously I didn't.

Our official hotel for holiday, as usual

Shopping or window shopping??

Our lunch. Nasi Padang. Weheeee

Due to so many walking around the streets, I had to change my new edition of Charles & Keith sandal to a new pairs of Reef slipers that I had to buy it immediately

Bandung season a bit cold and windy and a bit rain in the evening now. It was only 6pm but yet it was so dark as if 8pm if we were in Malaysia. My night I'd spent at the shopping mall next to our hotel while reading my story book at Starbucks there before moved to Lobby Lounge with Jeffry. We were just sit there with our earl grey tea listening to the music until they finishes at 10.30pm

Presenting the kindergarden teacher (according to Jeffry). Hahahaha, yes I have to wear a prescription glasses due to no sufficient lights at night while reading books, spending most of my time in front of pc, and a lots of driving at night especially a long journey

To be continued for the remaining 2 days at Bandung, Indonesia

It Is Ok My Dear Girlfriend

2009-11-19T22:02:00.003+08:00

Dear Girlfriend,

it is ok to be sad. it is ok for u to cry in order to let it go. i know u are the strongest person that i've ever known and u always be. i wish i'm with u now and give u my biggest hug as u always did to me. i wish i'm with u now to make u laugh out loud as u always did to cheer me up. it is ok my dear girlfriend!

hugs & xoxo

r.i.n.d.u

2009-11-17T19:50:00.009+08:00

What I hate the most when I'm here is when I feel lonely and I miss my friends. My close friends that I feel like a family. Nothing compares to have them around. Just sit down and talk, and laugh, and cry, and hugs, and smile to each other.

I love every single words from him and he never failed to make me smile

I share everything with her and she makes me stronger each and everyday

She never failed to make me laugh and as comfortable as I'm with her

And I miss her the most! I love the way she listen to every single thing without says anything

Yes, I miss you guys (Shamin, Audrey, Agnes, Nisa)! I just want to be around you guys and do nothing like we always did...and you mean everything to me!

p/s: entry yang agak emo

The Day When I Almost Get A Heart Attack

2009-11-17T19:29:00.004+08:00

I was in the middle of clearing up the unnecessary thing in my lappy until I found something in my document. It was a note in word document. I didn't remember I saved that note. After I read through, and at the end it stated "Love, Su***". I was like, shit! When I got this kind of note until I realized I once asked him to do something for my lappy and it was like few months back. Damn it!! Why now??? Enough la wey. I had enough of this kind of shit!!! Just leave me alone.

Been Away

2009-11-17T00:19:00.003+08:00

I just came back for a 4 days holiday trip with my family. I'm a bit tired now. Will update later with more pictures.

Flying off with Air Asia, as no other direct flight from KL

My second holiday trip to this place

What's Wrong With The Holiday????

2009-11-10T22:21:00.004+08:00

I'm leaving tomorrow for a short holiday trip with a family excluding the newly husband & wife as both of them couldn't get the leave. But, I haven't packed my stuff. Luckily I managed to re-new my passport few days back, that one also because I had to settle a few things at Immigration Office with regards to the Expatriate Visa. And, I managed to change a few hundreds at Finance this afternoon, after begging them to give a special rate. And I hope my dear daddy, the Finance Minister keep his promise to give me some. Hehehehe..I love you dad! I'm not planning to shop a lot, just want to spend quality time together with my family especially my dad as he will be away again next month.
The most important thing, hopefully I can leave office quite early tomorrow but I have like thousand things to finish up plus a meeting with the Dir. of F&B. I'm crossing my fingers tightly, with the hope, that meeting won't be so long.

It's About Time, And Just Let It Go

2009-11-08T01:36:00.002+08:00

I had a conversation with my bestie few days back. While talking to her, I heard myself told her to let someone that she really loves go and not holding back anymore. She asked me how? I'm not really sure how I did, all I know is;
with all my heart, I'd forgive him, I'd forgive myself, and let him go. I don't even remember when I've decided to let him go but I'm not holding back anymore.I've moved ahead with my life.

And I was reading the so famous book, "Eat, Pray, Love" and the author did mention;
"find somebody new to love someday. Take the time you need to heal, but don't forget to eventually share your heart with someone. Sometimes the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else"

I keep reminding myself, somehow life is more like a wheel, sometimes we will be up there and some other times, we will be at the bottom. And what you give, you'll get back. Thats karma. And most importantly, think about yourself and love yourself more than other people loves you.

Another Randomness

2009-11-07T09:12:00.004+08:00

Random pictures from Nadia's iphone during the wedding. These are the 'main-main' group. Uwaaa Ted, cepatla siap gambar. Can't wait!!!!!

The 'main-main' group a.k.a buruh kasar but still in style

Jeffry came along to the 'main-main' session

Again! audrey, myself, hafiz, jeffry, boy, li & linda

more like to join the group..syah, agnes,erin,duan,lina,tasha,boy,audrey,li

Please Go Away

2009-11-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

Go away from me!! I can't afford to have this kind of feeling and I don't need it right now. So, please go away and please please don't come near me because I'm so scared to fall again!

When The Brain Is More Tired Than Any Other Things

2009-11-05T18:48:00.000+08:00

I need a break. A short break, just to get away from the hectic life. It was supposed to be at Langkawi, unfortunately when my boss and the rest wanted to follow, we went to somewhere nearer instead. Everything went very well, the weather was good, the beach was so nice, the environment, and us made it very enjoyable 2 days getaway from the office.

When I came back to work on Monday, I felt so fresh and not tired at all. Maybe we should do it again some other time. It was worth it.

Just arrived, we got the ground floor room, the nearest to the beach

We were sitting there from lunch until late evening

And playing cards, donkey cards hahahahaha

And camwhoring

Surprise farewell for darling Rao as he is promoted to AM in Food & Beverage this month. Yes, he is leaving us, leaving me sob sob:(

It was Halloween Night and I was about to eat him to distract him from looking at the bar as my other colleagues was organizing the cake

I was all worth it and I need more getaway please!!

Randomness

2009-11-04T11:30:00.000+08:00

Some random pictures during the reception at Shahrir's side on 11th October 2009.

Gedikness with Agnes & Tasha & Nadia

Agnes & Yummy Mummy; Aunty Nora

Group photo

Another group photo

Why la my dad so masam??

The main-main table

Agnes before moved from the main-main table

The orang tua table

What else I can do

Too hungry??

Jeff who perasan he looks like a chinese just because he sat beside Agnes and he looks a bit cerah

With Aunty Nora & Uncle Nasir

my family with grandmother, uncles, aunties & cousins

Family photo; with new family member

My parents leaving Nadia at her in-laws house

Newly wed; Shahrir & Nadia

The Final of the Tiredness

2009-10-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

After like almost 3 weeks of not enough and all, I was thinking to have a good sleep during the weekend as it was a public holiday on Saturday, October 17th. Least that I know, I got invitations for Deepavali Open House. Don't want to disappointing them as they always came to my functions at home, I've decided to pay a visit during this festival of lights. First was my dear darling Rao's house. He and his family invited us for a breakfast but I was a bit late, so ended up we had a brunch at his house. I had super yummy tossai with mutton rendang cooked by his mother that was so delicious.
From Rao's house, I've moved to my other close friend, Bhavani's as she invited us for a lunch as her father was cooking for us. The food was superb and I couldn't resisted the crab curry with rice. Seriously the crab was super duper good. By the second house, my stomach already full. Around 2.30pm, we moved from Bhavani's to my doctor's house. Doctor kept on calling asked us to come. I had another tossai there with chicken curry plus doctor's wife, Datin Ahaliah home-made super delicious carrot cake. I don't really fancy carrot cake until I've tested her carrot cake during last year's Deepavali.
I though after doctor's house, I wanted to go back but Chef Pari, my Exec Chef called and asked us to drop by his house. There we go, at Pari's house for tea. No heavy food as he invited us for dinner for another round of crab curry. We continued our open house hops to one of our staff house before proceeded to Pari's again later at night for dinner. And my god, my stomach was going to explode really soon by the time I reached home.
From the original plan of 3 open house, we ended up to 6 houses. It was crazy and this year was the record breaking for the open house I went, not even Hari Raya. Enough of the open house till next year.

She asked me to take our pictures

And she dragged me into this crazy situation when suddenly she said "auntie lina, lets do the funny face. don't smile ok"

Our last photo when she said "lets look at each other"

p/s : Lavinia Ann, who is 4 years old, directed me how our photos should looked like. I wonder where did she learn all this thing. Hurmmm..

When The Tiredness Still In The High Level

2009-10-27T23:00:00.007+08:00

After came back from KL and had to work the next day, I was thinking finally I can sleep early but before I finished my work, I received a call from my sister and she said we got another session tonight. After spoke to my brother, they've decided to go to a karaoke session later at night, basically to welcome a new member in the family. Knowing my sister, Nadia and her husband, Shahrir, both of them really like to sing. I agreed as both my sister and brother will be going back to KL the next day.
We went to a karaoke at 11pm that night and the session finished around 1 o'clock in the freaking morning where I had to work the day after and the rest were still on leave.

My brother, Jeffry started the session. I can't remember what he sang with Erin (BAI according to Audrey & Anes; whatever both of u)

Nadia, Shahrir & Jeffry

The newly husband & wife was being gila & kuku

When Nadia & Shahrir can't stop singing, we both was camwhoring

New member in the family

Welcome a board Shahrir!!

The Tiredness Goes On

2009-10-23T22:10:00.018+08:00

The continuation from the tiredness from this to this until this, after a half day rest, I had to drive to KL to attend a 2 days conference. I drove to KL with a colleague of mine on Monday late evening and reached Sunway around 9pm.

My room at Sunway Resort & Spa

Sunway Lagoon view from my room on the 21st floor

Ministry of Sounds view from the 21st floor

Drop my colleague to hotel, I straight away drove to Bangsar as I promised my daddy to treat my extended family members; Audrey, Agnes, Syah, Duan for a dinner.
We first chose Chawan Cafe for dinner but when Anes said the food not so good, we've decided to go to Madam Kwan's instead. Had a nice dinner and time together and left Bangsar almost 12 night.

Still in the tired mode, I had to wake up rather early the next day as the registration took place around 8.30 to 9 am. After a light breakfast, we walked to the convention centre and the talk started at 9 am sharp.

Event: HR Conference - Strategizing Human Capital Development During Global Economic Crisis
Date : 13th & 14th October 2009
Venue: Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre

The first speaker was quite good, and the topic also quite interesting. But the hall was so damn cold. I was freezing inside there even with a long sleeves shirt.

First speaker; Dr. Ary Ginanjar Agustian for "Strategizing HRD for Competitive Edge"

"Developing Innovative HR Strategies In Times Of Economic Uncertainty" by Mr. Diederick Stoel

Talk by Datin Paduka Sharifah Mazlina

The conference continued until 5.30 pm and the same thing goes on until the second day. I've met my ex-classmate back in uni time. He was a trainer for one of the most popular training provider. It was good to see him again after about 4 years. Damn, time flies so fast. I felt like I just graduated from uni, but actually it is already nearly 4 years man!

The conference ended at 5.30 pm on Wednesday and after packed everything and checked out from the hotel, I went straight to Damansara and bought a few things for my mum and had my last dinner with Audrey at The Curve. Drove back to Kuantan and reached home nearly 11pm with a really tired body and mind. Actually I didn't have a rest at all since the day I took leave. I had to attend the morning briefing at 9am sharp the next day. And I'm telling you guys, my face looked like a zombie, really zombie.

And the continuation goes on again the night after that. Will continue peeps!

So Far, It Is The Worst

2009-10-23T10:30:00.005+08:00

I had a very bad gastric yesterday. I know that I have a gastric but not really bad and I hardly got it. But yesterday was the worst so far. I felt the pain early morning sometime around 5 o'clock in the morning. It was an on off pain so when I came to work at 8.30am I had a nasi lemak without the sambal with the hope that the pain will be gone. Unfortunately it became worst and my dear colleague, Rao brought me to the clinic around 10 am. My family and close friends know that I'm a bit stubborn to go to clinic if I'm sick. And if I really want to go to clinic, that's mean I really in pain. I took the medication but the pain still there and I've vomited more than 2 times. That was when my doctor came to our hotel for his normal visit to employee clinic, I asked him to give me an immediate effect medication. The only thing that he can give me was the injection. Yes, I had injection at my back for gastric with 1 tablet of gastric pill plus the worst gastric syrup that I always refused to take. Being forced by the doctor, I still took it and felt a sleep in my office for a while.
After one hour, I woke up with the pain still there, and went to see him again. I asked for another medication or else I couldn't stand anymore. My dear doctor gave me another 2 tablets of gastric medication, Zenpro Omeprazole with another 2 tablespoons of gastric syrup. I felt asleep in the clinic for about 2 hours before woke up to attend the meeting.
My God, I still feel the pain until now but it is much better today. I just need to watch my food intake and for the time being I only can take light foods as per my doctor advice. I hope I won't get this gastric thingy anymore. So much pain and I wasted like half a day for not doing any work.