The Day I'm Counting

Two more days to year 2009. That's mean I only have two days to spend in 2008. Two more days to do anything in 2008. After two days, things going to change. Live life to the fullest, Lina.

My Christmas Eve

Sitting here, at Starbucks alone. Without family members or friends, only my laptop and book to accompany me whilst other people enjoying their Christmas Eve. Yes, I know what a pathetic life I have. I need a break and go for holiday.
Get a life, Lina. Sigh.

A Little Update

I have so many things to write down but kind of a bit pemalas..hehehe..So here a little update.

Work;
is still killing me, mentally and physically. I don't understand some peoples. Why can't they just asked and find out what actually happened rather than pointing out and listen to one person only. They don't even dare to ask about the issue or at least give an opportunity for an explanation. And some peoples are so happy to make up stories and acted as if nothing happened. They will clap happily when they see other people suffered and get all the blames. I really don't understand. After a lots of afford that I put in, I'm getting fed-up, tired, exhausted, sometimes in-secured and de-motivated. Last week, I almost gave up and lost it. Some peoples might not understand because they haven't gone through this kind of shit. But, I can't do anything. I told, they listened. Different peoples will give different views and opinions. I think, pretending is the best thing right now, at least for me. I do all my works, only talk when it is necessary and I choose who I want to talk to.
About a month ago, I got an offer for a higher position. But it will be in our sister hotel. After get all the opinions and advices, I made up my mind even though I have to leave everything that I have now behind, including my life and friends here. I was ready to go but unfortunately, our sister hotel want to put that position on hold for a while since the economy is not so good. Now, I feel like I really want to go there. Damn it. If the offer still open for me soon, I'll definitely go. Leave everything behind. How I wish, sigh.

Life;
as usual, a part from work.. I can say it was quite pathetic recently. I feel the distance. It was not supposed to be like that, I guess. I miss my friends a lot. The last time I met them was last month, and Nis before she left to UK. And we hardly talk to each others nowadays. I miss those time where we can do anything like nobody business. I wish I will meet them soon. :-)
My life is damn bored. My routine is either;
a) Already in the office early morning, and will be there for at least 12 hours, then went for dinner or supper or a couple of drink then went back home, Or;
b) Early morning in the office, and will be there for at least 12 hours or more, when back home, and sleep.
The same routine each and every single day. What a pathetic life. Sigh.

Still No Update

Work is killing me. I don't have time to myself. Not even have time to think about my health and I'm getting sick every single day; fever, flu, cough, etc. I hate to be sick, and I can't afford to be sick as my workload is waiting for me each and every minutes. Will update soon.

Am I Alone?

These past few days, I feel like talking to someone who understand me, who knows about my ups and down. Someone who can let me cry on her/his shoulder. Someone who can listen my thought and feeling. Someone that always can be there for me. Someone I call a friend/friends.

Can I say life is unfair? Or maybe sucks? Or pathetic? Or is it only me?



I don't know. And I wish I always know but I don't...

The Day Someone Make Me Realize That I'm Lonely

I went back straight after work when I received a call from a friend asking about a issue at work. After gave him an explanation, we decided to go out for a couple of drinks. We talked about a lot of things when he suddenly came out with questions that made me realize that I'm a lonely person. Damn. All this while, do I need someone to make me realize it. I am lonely but I just ignore it but when suddenly this friend of mine, who rarely went out with me asked me that question, it hit me. Really hit me.

He left me with a question mark. And I'm still thinking about it now.

Lucky

Do you hear me,

I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

She gave me this song, and I'm so in love with this song. I do agree with her, I'm also lucky that I'm in love with my best friend. And I'm more lucky because I have two best friends that always be my side for ups and down.

Audrey

Nisa

I love you both

The Day I deserved A Holiday

After so long spent time in the office without long leave, I took a week off right after the big function in the hotel, Red Carpet Night. And this time, I didn't go with my friends but I spent my quality time with my family except for my dad.

It was my sister's idea when she called somewhere in August and asked us whether want to go for holiday aka shopping together. I straight away said yes, and she bought the tickets for us.
We took 9.50 am flight and after about 2 and half hours and bad weather, finally we reached to the land of shopping.

Bandung Airport

We went straight to the hotel, and as usual, our accommodation were on complimentary. Huhuhu quite saved kan. I'm still got my complimentary stay for this year.

The must have picture with Hyatt

And I was so looking forward for the teh botol after my Bali and Jakarta trip end of last year. And the first teh botol that I drank was when we were having our lunch on the first day.

The teh botol and me :)

Since our hotel in the middle of Bandung, and only walking distance to most of the major factory outlets and shops and shopping malls, most of the time we only walked to get our things.



We went to Pasar Baru and shopped like no one else around us especially my sister. And all the things there were really cheap compared here.

We also went to the famous Paris Van Java and bought a few pairs of shoes. Myself and my sis went mad when we looked at the price for the shoes cause it was damn cheap. Hahaha. And we went to the famous volcano in Bandung, Tangkuban Perahu Mount. And I felt sick after came down from the mount. This was on the third day. I was having a high fever, flu, cold, and cough. And the rest of the holiday been screwed up because of me. I forced myself to get up in the morning and joined them but I went earlier than them. That's why I didn't buy much for myself.
I don't know whether I want to come back or not. If I do, I need to prepare myself for hours of walking and money.
The rest, let pictures do the story...

View from our room

Captured by my bro, in the middle of the road

Waiting for our tour guide to come and fetch us

Volcano at Tangkuban Perahu Mount, it was damn cold

Walking to the active volcano

My fever face at Paris Van Java but still can shop for a few pairs of shoes :p

After five days in Bandung

It was a fun holiday with family, but maybe He don't want me to spend so much there, that's why I got a fever. Sigh..Maybe I'll go again and shop till drop, Maybe....

The Day Everywhere Was Red Carpet

Date : 13th Oct 2008
Time : 7.30pm
Venue : Meranti Ballroom, Hyatt Regency Kuantan Resort
Theme : Red Carpet Night

A lots of work in terms of preparations and stuff, but finally we managed to get it done on time. And thank God the event went well. Lets the pictures tell the story.

The entrance

Background for photo session

Stage backdrop

Table set-up

The Ballroom

The Doorman for welcoming the employees in their Baju Melayu

During the registration

The last two person been chauffeur driven by the General Manager

The Long Service Award given by Owner's Board of Director

The performance, by Executive Committees and Department Heads

One of the Divisional Performance
(Here in my home by Fredous)

HR Team

And we partied all night long :)

The worst thing, I had to finish up all my works the next morning as I'm being away for my holiday the day after the Red Carpet Night.

Update after so many of excuses

I got so much things to talk about yet, not enough time to write. So many things happened but yet time is killing me..Lets recap..

1. Ramadhan

I've been through the Ramadhan this year like any previous Ramadhan. But this year, my family and I were not able to enjoy our Ramadhan month with my daddy as he went to London for about 3 weeks and only came back a week before Hari Raya with full bag of handbags for me and my sister. Hahahaha

Picture of my daddy on the 5th of Ramadhan

He also went and had dinner at my so called other property of work and took this picture for me that made me damn jealous. Never mind, I'll make sure I take the same photo where u were standing dad. Cis, jealous lagi ok.

Sangat jealous ok

My bestie, Nis went to Liverpool for about two and a half years to continue her study on the 2nd week of Ramadhan and only comes back in June next year for her sister wedding. Myself and Aud sent her at KLIA that night and took some pictures as usual.

Nis, Aud and Myself at KLIA

Captured by Aud on the 11th of Ramadhan

We surely miss u babe. And I'm already missed you since the day you left.

During this Ramadhan also, my hotel had the buka puasa thingy with the underprivilege kids, same as the previous years. But, this time we had it at the Bistro Verandah and it was a nice evening with the kids.

A few pictures during the event

2. Hari Raya Celebration

Nothing much on Hari Raya for this year. For the first day, we just been at home and went to my aunty's place at night. When there was nothing to do and no guest came, together with sis n bro, we took a a lots of pictures. At first, all the proper pictures.

My sis and me always had the same design but different colours of baju kurung for the first day raya, aiyoo

Then after all the proper and sopan santun pictures, there we went all crazy and been vain.



We had all our normal guests before the open house and during the open house itself. And it was just tiring but having fun at the same time.

Our guests; my colleagues, Jeffry's friends, Nadia's colleagues, and relatives

Before we went for Hari Raya visits to relatives and family's friends house

Actually this year Hari Raya not as fun as previous years as I had a lots of work waiting for me back at work and something more fun are waiting right after the big event at work.
Will continue for the next entry.

No Title

So many things happened and so much to talk about yet so little time. Before I find the right time, lets do the survey..What an excuse isn't it??


Starting time;
11am

Name;
Lina

Sisters;




1 younger sister, Nadia






Brothers;





1 younger brother, Jeffry













Shoe size;
6 or 7, depends on the shoes

Height;
160cm, I wish I'm more taller than this

Where do you live;
Kuantan, Pahang, Malaysia

Have you ever been on a plane;





Yup, last was Dec 07. Next will be on a plane next Wednesday




Swam in the ocean;
Err, yes

Fallen asleep at school;
During History class cause I hate history and the teacher :)

Broken someone's heart;
I would say yes

Fell of your chair;
A few times, last was during my birthday party hahahaha

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call;
Not since 2 years back

Saved e-mails;
When I think its important, as and when

What is your room like;
Queen size bed with standing Ikea lamp at right corner, with wardrobe and drawer and writing table for my laptop. Stacks of handbags
What's right beside you;
Stack of papers and books and stationery

What is the last thing you ate;
Nasi lemak kerang for breakfast at 9.30 am, yum yum

Ever had..

Chicken pox;
When I was 12 years old

Sore throat;
Most of the time due to hot wheather, too much of smoke, and unnecessary drinks :p

Stitches;
Not even once, and I want to keep it that way

Broken nose;
Nope, OMG I can't imagine if i had it

Do you believe in love at first sight;
I choose not to believe it

Like picnics;
I love picnics by the beach or up on the hills

Who was/were...

The last person you danced with;



Aiman, Aud & Paan during Merdeka eve






Last made you smile;




Linda called and told me shes getting engage next month. That made me smile all day :)






You last yelled at;
Not today

Today did you...

Talk to someone you like:
Yup..yup

Kissed anyone:
My dad, before he left to KL

Get sick:
Sick of some peoples, is it count?

Talk to an ex:
Nope

Miss someone:



My bestie, Nis who are currently in Liverpool..I really miss u babe



Who do you really hate:
I have, but I don't to name it here

Do you like your handwriting:
Not really..

Are your toe nails painted;



Depends on the occasions and when I feel I want it to be painted(If I really rajin to paint it)










Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in;
Nice hotel bed

What colour shirts are you wearing now;
I'm wearing my stupid uniform

Are you a friendly person;
Only if I know the person and I'm comfortable with

Do you have any pets;
My bro has, a sugar glider name Scarlett

Do you sleep with the TV on;
Sometimes

What are you doing right now;
Finish up this survey

Can you handle the truth;
Depends on who is telling me

Are you close to your father or mother;
Both

Do you eat healthy;
Errr, most of the time not

Do you still have pictures of you and your ex;
I thought I've deleted all of our pictures, but I found one folder of our pictures in my laptop

If you're having a bad day, who you are most likely to go to;






My besties, Aud n Nis



Are you loud or quiet most of the time;
Loud with the peoples I know them well, very quiet with the peoples that I don't know

Are you confident;
Most of the times

5 Things I was doing 10 years ago;
I only remembered one thing that I was doing 10 years ago, which I had to struggle for my diploma in accountancy and I met some friends that close to me until now and also met someone along the way.

5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire;
Settle up all my education loan, damn you PTPTN
Do my Master Degree, or take 2nd Degree in not yet decide course..
Travel around the world