When A Simple Message Can Turn To A Smiley Face

I received a wake up call this morning at 7.30 am sharp as promised followed by sms a minute later stated "Good morning. Have a bright & sunshiny day my dear". Somebody just made me smile in the morning.
So many things to talk about but unfortunately I have a very limited time to access to my blog. I'll write about it whenever I have a spare time to do it. I hope not in a very long time.
Somebody just made my day today and I'm feeling good.

Counting 5 Days More...

When the conversation happened 2 weeks ago;

Suren: I'm taking leave on 25th June, just to watch the Transformers
Bhav: Psycho la u!!
Suren: Come la wey, join us
Lina: Have to take leave, unless u going to pay our 1 day leave
Bhav: Thats right..pay us , then we go..
Suren: Thats too much la u guys
Silent...
Suren: Come la, I got my friend to buy the tickets on 23rd June. All arranged. I can put both of u in the list
Silent..Lina & Bhav thinking about it
Lina: What time is the movie?
Suren: 9pm on Thursday. u take half day on Thursday and 1 day leave on Friday.
Bhav: I'm not really sure about this.
Suren: Come la, very nice wey. Some more in the Signature, Gardens with the THX sound system. Even a small glass drop also can hear u know. Not like the one in the normal cinema.
Bhav: Stop it!! Don't make us hate u Suren!
Lina: I already hate u Suren!!!!

Tengku Ari, Suren's friend managed to get the tickets last night. And he got the tickets for us too. Yes, Suren managed to convince us. I even managed to convince Audrey and Put to join us. Hahahahahaha...You read it correctly, we got the tickets!!!!!

Date: June 25, 2009 (Thursday)
Time: 9.00pm
Venue: Signature, The Gardens

I'm so sexcited!!!! Can't wait, can't wait..5 days more..

Autobots, be prepared!!!!

Double Yeay For Me!!!!

After 6 months taking over 100 percent of personnel side of my department, finally today, I managed to settle something that hanging way too long before her departure. Yeay!! And I found out that my name in the list for this year Sales Workshop. Double yeay!!!
Sales Workshop is where they discuss about the Business Plan for next year before they submit the whole report to our Regional Office in Singapore. During that workshop, they will discuss what are the strategies, market trend, business outlook, etc. It normally attended by key personnel in Sales Department plus selected Department Heads and Executive Committees. And my name stated in the list!! The workshop will be held somewhere outside from our hotel for 2 days. They had it in Club Med Cherating 2 years back and last year was in Colmar, Bukit Tinggi. This year? Yet to confirm. But I heard somewhere by the beach. I'm so can't wait. Not only that, the dinner normally was superb and they had so much fun.
The reason why they put my name in there because I'm currently on my Management Development Program (MDP) by Hyatt International for my next position. I'm so glad cause I see something out there to take me to the next level. Thank God for giving me this. My third year with the company, an international organization, I'm so lucky I guess. Things always happened for a reason. I believe in that. Do you?

Just Another Event & Trip To KL

A day after my sister's engagement, we all (Audrey, Agnes & Me) had to be in Dewan Perdana Felda, KL for Anis (Nis's sister) reception dinner. We were supposed to be there at 7.30 pm but we only reached KL around 7pm. The journey that normally only 2.5 hours from Kuantan-KL took 4 hours that day. The traffic was damn bad all the way on the highway. Finally after got ourself ready at Aud & Agnes house, we off to Jalan Semarak. Luckily it was so near from Audrey's place. We reached there almost 8.30pm and the groom & bride just entered the hall.

Before the makan-makan start

The food was really delicious & yummy. And the hall was decorated so nice.

Us; Aud, Agnes, Nis & Me

Aud, Me & Agnes

Before we left

Cake cutting. She was so cute & kelakar

We left the hall around 11pm something and headed ourselves to Old Twon Kopitiam at Jalan Yap Kwan Seng. I need to wait for Nadia to reach KL as I will tumpang her hotel room that night. Actual plan was, to go back and overnight at Jeffry's house in Damansara but Nadia insisted me to stay with her. We waited until 1.30 am and went back to take my car at their house.

This what we did to kill our time

The next day, managed to catch up with Nis at Dome, Lot 10 before went back to Kuantan. It was damn tiring day for all of us.

Sneak Preview - Before & After Sister's Engagement

A week before engagement..

I spent most of my day doing all this after work

One of the hantaran

Yeay, thats me. It's proven that I'm doing it!!!

Box for cupacake

The engagement day, Saturday, June 6, 2009

The super duper simple pelamin

One of the hantaran, cupcake by Audey & Agnes

Pictures below all by Mr.Ted, our official photographer for that day.

The discussion

Relatives for both sides

Officially engaged

The ring

Aud, Agnes, Nadia & Me

Shahrir & Nadia

Dream

I had a dream last night. I had him in my dream. I woke up in the middle of the night and I was crying. It was the last thing I wanna know about. It was worst. I hate myself for being like this. I hate myself for missing him so much. I hate myself for allowing this thing happened. If I can turn back time, I will try my very best to not losing him so that I won't suffer so much. If I have one chance to say something, I will say;

Things are not the same without you. I'm blue.
I miss your smile, your touch, your laughter; and how much fun we always have when we're together - and I've been thinking about the days (and nights) we've shared.
When you're here with me, I feel so complete...so alive.
From the first day we met, I knew I would love you like I'd never loved anyone before...
like I'd never love anyone again.
Things just aren't the same without you..
and so do you know what?
I miss you. I miss you a lot....

Some Entertainment That Make Me Smile Until Now

When I had a day trip to KL with my family a month ago, I was entertaining by conversation had between this one unknown couple. Not that I wanted to listen, but my sister and I were there right behind them.

Where: Gucci, KLCC
Time: Around 4.30pm

Bf: nanti bag ni bleh bawak gi class
Gf: A'ah kan, bleh bawak gi class
Bf: tapi jangan kena pen la sebab bag ni putih
Gf: Tak bleh basuh ke?
Bf: Tak bleh basuh sendiri, kena antar kedai
Gf: Ye ke? Apsal tak bleh basuh sendiri
Bf: Susah nak basuh sendiri ni. Nnt susah nak hilang
Gf: Oh ye ke..

My sister being herself couldn't stand and turned her face to look at the couple, to that girl particulary. She turned back to me, "eiii itupun nak kena ajar ke? kesian la" Hahahahaha I was laughing out loud and walked out as I couldn't tahan myself to that conversation.
I don't want to give any comments, at least I had some entertainment while waiting for my brother finished testing all the shoes.

p/s: Aud, I know you will laughing out loud too...

I Heard The Voice After 3 Months

As I was sitting in Fadly's car and we were searching for a place to lepak last night, his phone ringing. And he showed me who is calling him. Damn!! Why la??? In my heart, takde masa lain ke nak call? I just kept quiet. Fadly yang sengal tu can put on loud speaker and I can hear his voice. Yes, I heard his voice after 3 months. It was still the same. He did asked Fadly, "Kat mana ni? Eh, ko ngan sape ni?". Fadly turned to me, and I showed the sign don't tell!!! " Adalah, rahsiaaaa. Tak bleh kasitau." They were talking about 5 minutes and after put up his phone, he turned to me and asked,

Fadly: what happened between you and him?
Me: don't know
Fadly: u didn't contact him?
Me: For what?
Fadly: since when?
Me: 3 months ago
Fadly: why both of u didn't keep in touch
Me: he kept his distance from me, and i'm keeping my distance from him too
Fadly: why?
Me: don't ask me. i think its not necessary for me to answer your question.

After 3 months, I heard it again last night. Coincidence? Instinct? It was there, and still there.

The Night That We All Had Fun

We (my HR Team) threw a small party, a small Bridal Shower for our Training Manager who is getting married in 2 weeks time. We had it in her super nice, seaview apartment in Tembeling Resort. Damn, the view is super duper nice. I wish I can get one there. Not many people invited as we wanted to keep it to ourselves only. But we did invite a few peoples from different departments also. All of us brought one meal, namely mee hoon goreng, sate, mutton curry, nuggets, fries, pizza and susages with a lot of drinks available last night. Different types of drink that made everyone wasted.
Rather than our normal hangout, which my boss always talked about work, we had a fun night. No works issues, all we did was making jokes and teasing Tharani for her first night. Hahahaha.

All were concentrating at my boss and he talked a lot!!

After hilarious laughed, I need to send Charles back as he came with me to the party, I made a move at 12.45. I didn't stay so long with the rest of them still continued drinking and eating and laughing. Not bad huh?

I can't remember what I was talking about to Rachel who are reporting to me.

The jokes

With my two staffs, Rachel & Rao. Yes, I applied the concept of after work all of us are equal. Even I'm being a firm and straight superior to them, but after work we all equal and we can have fun like a normal people

On my way to send Charles, Fadly passed my car in one junction. As expected, he called and we made our plan. After sending Charles, my night didn't stop as I continued lepaking with Fadly for a few of drinks. At first, we've decided to go to his favourite shop, but right before I reached there, he called me. "Babe, u park your car at Shell. Then kita pegi tempat lain." I was like, what the hell he was talking about. Then he continued "line tak clear la kat sini".

As my head was spinning around, I didn't want to ask and parked my car at Shell then he fetched me. We went around to find a place and managed to find a suitable place. We were updating each other with stories and gossips and went back around 2.30 am. And Fadly being Fadly, called to tell me that one of my light fused and called again to tell me to drive carefully. Thats friends are for.
Went back home and I dozed off and came to office this morning with my head still spinning while attending the morning breafing at 9 am sharp. Sigh.

Just One Click

Nobody asked me to do this post, but I think I should promote it to all of you. I saw this advert every time I opened my Nuffnang account. I just ignored it a few times, but today I feel like, maybe I should go to the website and see whats going on there. And I found it is about a charity thing. In my heart, why not. I can't remember when was the last time I did the donation. Not that I don't want to. I still remember I did ask Audrey to donate on behalf of me as I don't want the money goes to wrong person but unfortunately, Aud also didn't seems confident with the people who handling the charity.
With regards to the charity that I'm talking about, actually DiGi is hoping to raise RM150,000 in 30 days for charities in the community. And they ask for our help. All you have to do is to tell them which charity you’d like to support and DiGi will donate RM5 to them. That’s RM5 from us, and just one click from you. I'm not quite confident at the first place but I think if this is one of the way to help, I might as well participate. And it is not difficult at all. Just click here and there.

For that just one click, I clicked and donated for MAKNA.

What is MAKNA? MAKNA’s mission is to provide preventive, curative and support services to cancer patients and their families. You support will help cancer research and education as well as maintain MAKNA’s cancer treatment efforts with the UKM Medical Centre (PPUKM).
You may ask, why MAKNA? Among all those charities that needed more, why MAKNA? I have my own reason. My grandfather for both, my mum & my dad side, suffered from cancer and both of them died because of cancer. Not only that, most of my relatives i.e uncles, aunties, grand aunties and uncles also sufferred from cancer. And the worst part, it is in our gene. For my both sides, mum & dad. Different types of cancer. I know how much they (those who have cancer), have to go through. How much they suffered. And the sad part is, when they don't have enough money to go for all the treatments, until the doctors asked to bring them back home and we have been told that, doctors can't do anything already. They have to wait at home for their time to come. It is so sad and I can feel the sadness.
I hope with my contribution, it will help those who really need it. And maybe, one day one of us needs it, if not for ourselves, for one of our family members.

If you want to help, do join and follow the steps.

Step 1: Select your favourite charity
Step 2: Choose how do you want to help
Step 3: Verify your email and Done!

Don't wait until the last day. You only have 18 days left..

I'm Going To Have A Brother-In-Law In 4 Months...

I had a busy week for the pass two weeks, especially last Saturday. My only sister, Nadia had her engagement on Saturday, June 6, 2009. I did almost everything for the function. From preparation of the hantaran, several meetings with our caterer aka family best friends, accompanied her to buy things, cooked for lunch, coordinating with the guy's side, etc. My day on Saturday started as early as 7 o'clock in the morning.
After bought breakfast, together with bibik, I start prepared for all the barang-barang to cook for lunch. Yes dear, I cooked tom yam for lunch. Hahahahaha. I don't really know how it taste, but by evening, all my tom yam finished. Hopefully nobody got stomach pain. Finished with my cooking, I continued to do one hantaran, just to put ribbons as we finished everything the night before.
Around 11 something, we off to saloon as Nadia wanted to wash her hair. Nadia, adik and myself had our hair washed and by the time I finished, Aud & Anes arrived. I had to pick both of them first at the bus station and fetched Nadia and adik before went back home. We had a quick lunch, and got ready for the function. Relatives start coming in and while waiting for the other side to come, we (Aud, Anes, Me) managed to get a quick puff behind somebody's house. Crazy wey!!!

Before the function start and before we got down (Oh, this is the only picture three of us)

Shahrir's family reached around 3.30pm. OMG, so many peoples. Shahrir said minimum number of his family members will be 70 peoples but that day, it were around 100 something of them. My house was packed with peoples. And it was damn hot. But thank God, everything went well and the food was just ngam-ngam for everybody.

Busy coordinating, I think I was on the phone with Nadia

The hantarans

Family

Extended family members, Audrey & Agnes

Despite of super duper tired, everything went well and special thank to Audrey & Agnes who came all the way from KL with the cupcakes. And thank you so much for helping us during the day. Oh, this is the only small parts of it because I'm still need both of you for the wedding. Hahahahah. Seriously, I really need extra hands & legs for the wedding.

Nadia, being her, didn't feel nervous or what. Rileks je. Caya la!! Everyone did ask her, "nervous tak?" and her replied "takla, biasa je". Hahahahaha, somemore she talked so loud in her room while waiting for the discussion to finish. Sabar je la kan...

By the way, I don't have many pictures during the day. Waiting for Ted, the photographer to finish up and pass to us the pictures. Can't wait!!!

Our extended family member aka my extra hands & legs. Thank you so much for being with us.

Captured by Anes

Congratulations sister! Can't wait for the big day in October..Aud & Anes, get ready!!!!

It Is Not Finished Yet

Something in my mind that I can't get rid off. I'm not sure whether I should let it go or keep it. If I let it go, it will hurt others, and if I keep it to myself, it will hurt me more. But how? Neither I will let others hurt because of me nor I'm hurting myself again.
Oh my..I wish I can go far away from here, from everybody because I feel the pain way too much and it eats me every single day.

Strange & Beautiful

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...
Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the firstt thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

yeah...
yeah...
yeah...
yeah...

by Aqualung

Blinded By Love??

It's only for someone who need someone to wrapped around, who need an open arms to share, maybe this could be make to get being better.

When... it's the person u feel the most comfortable w/ in the world, and to know that u've.. u share that special bond w/ one other person that's the best feeling in the world.. but when u lose that feeling.. when u lose the only thing that ever mattered to u.. it seems like life has no purpose, no point at all..

U feel like u could just curl up and die.. that nothing or no one else matters to u.. and the only thing that u've ever wanted is now gone and u'll do anything to get him/her back, coz he's worth it.. u'll try and try until one day u realize.. that things will never be the same again. Ur love is still there, deep inside of u.. so u try ur best to just be friends, and it works for a while.. but the feelings are still there.. and no matter how hard u try friend will never be good enough..

So u want to forget about him/her, but that's even harder.. there's too many memories, to many good times to just forget.. and no matter what u do, he's/she's always there.. everywhere u look, everything u do, every place u go, every song u hear, everyone u see.. reminds you of him/her.. and u hope some day u'll be back together but until then there's nothing u can do..

But sit and cry, to go through that pain when he/she talks about another woman/man he/she likes, or how good his/her life is going.

And that pain breaks ur heart day after day, tear after tear, until u've no more tears to cry, until u just get used to that hole in ur heart that won't go away, that pain that never leaves u, that lonely feeling that stays with u forever, and u may have other guys, but nothing or no one could ever compare, and u know that.

Now here.. that what many people said about love.. love is perfect, love is kind.. isn't it? or It isn't just a peace of mind, maybe Love is something u need to give, it is something u need to live, everyone think, love is also very unique, love is great, love is loyal, but It isn't something rotten or spoiled, for what u got, love can be love, love can be liked, to love as in use, it isn't right, love can be friendship, inside down of partnership, in a relationship of love, u give ur advice, many kind of people said, love can be happy, love can be sad, but that doesn't mean to love is bad, to love someone can be such great pleasure, it what makes u and him one hell of a treasure, sometimes love of course has its ups and downs, but, that doesn't mean that it's not around, love or to be loved is what u want.. it's came over from inside my heart, not just to show of mine, or try to manipulated my words to get someone hearts.. die on me.. here, just trying to help some friend of mine..
coz i care it's only words.. maybe another people could make this better... that's what i can do for my friend.. still many concern.. from here some people around u...

Read & taken from this blog.

Somehow, I found it so true. Why? Because I've been in that situation before. Tried to be friend but I was suffering. It was hurt and still hurting deep inside me. Maybe some things are meant to be, and some not. Maybe we met and felt in love, but we are just not meant to be together. Probably not our destiny. One of Od's friend did ask her, "how we want to recover from heartbroken?" She threw that question to me, my answer was "Not fully recovered but can reduce the pain by being a workaholic." I then question myself whether is it true or not. Frankly, I don't know the answer. Maybe. The possibility is there, but I'm not so sure because it is so hard. Difficult I would say. Or I just make another excuses not to move on. I prefer to go with the flow. I'm sure one fine day, it will come naturally. Yes, one fine day and I'm still waiting for that one fine day.

Pain!

I'm having pain. My back and my shoulder to be exact for the past 2 days. But, today I just couldn't take it. So when the Team Leader in Spa came to my office, I asked her to do a quick massage for me. No, not in my office obviously. I went to our Spa thought to have a quick massage but she asked me to take out my uniform and she did a full body massage. An hour massage and I feel good now. The pain still there, but I feel my body so light and relax. I hope I'll get a good sleep tonight and the pain will gone tomorrow as I can't afford to be sick now for my work and Saturday function.